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Posted:Dec 16, 2021 3:47 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 6:36 am
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It's been a helluva long time lol I'm hoping to be able to blog regularly if possible. It's going to be a hodge podge of categories, mostly rantings from my own mind. It's been a journey, let me tell you. Things have changed. Life has changed. I need an outlet to deal with it all and you all pulled the short straw. lol
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Floating
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Posted:Jun 14, 2016 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Dec 16, 2021 3:32 pm
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Naked, floating in a pool. The water warmed by the days sun. Feels good against my skin. Droplets clinging to my breasts. The feel of your warm strong hands gliding over me. Up my legs, past the sensitive V, to my waist. Your hands are covering my body with water. Gliding further up to my taut nipples. Taking them between your fingers. Then your mouth lowers to take a turgid nipple between your teeth. And I moan.
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High school reunion
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Posted:Jun 13, 2016 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2016 8:41 am
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So, my 35th high school reunion is coming up next month. I normally don't attend. I went to the 5 year reunion because I wanted to see who was balding, gaining, maturing. Everyone was the same! Lol
Any way...... I'd like to go to this one, but I hate the idea of going alone. So, if a certain man is reading this, I really think you should go with me  it would be fun!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! LOL ☺
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Just a dreamer........
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Posted:Jun 13, 2016 4:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2016 5:00 pm
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At 52 years old, I am still holding on to the dream that some where out there is a man for me. I get melancholy at times wondering what the hell is taking so long, but then I remind myself to be patient. Which being as OCD as I am, it can be very tough!
So, if you exist and if you may be reading this, WHAT'S TAKING YOU SO LONG!
😮 😋
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Saturday night
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Posted:Feb 19, 2015 3:07 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2016 4:29 pm
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Anybody out there up for going to a movie this Saturday night? Have been wanting to see American Sniper, but don't want to go alone. Hit me up! 😃
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Reflections from the pond
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Posted:Feb 10, 2015 10:18 am
Last Updated:Dec 16, 2021 3:33 pm
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I just finished looking back over my blog posts since ive been a member here. The first ones are much more sexual, stories, fantasies, truths. I was happy back then for the most part. Having some amazing sex with some amazing men. Things were much simpler. I think it's time for me to get back to those times. I need to write a few new stories, get some fantasies out there in black and white. Let my creative juices flow and see what happens.
Here's hoping I can get back to being me and stop being their used shell
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Raindrops on roses
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Posted:Feb 8, 2015 6:57 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2015 9:54 am
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I sometimes wish i wasn't so nice. Why can't i just come right out and tell people how i feel? I pussyfoot around and try to be nice even tho its not what i truly want. Im not sure how some people can just be blunt and do or say what they want. I've never been able to. Probably never will. The only time i try and say what i want is when i blog. This is where i can scream, cry, rant, yell fuck fuck fuck and no one can stop me.
Im such a fucked up mess. Trying to find a place for me and always coming up short. How's this for fucked.....a single woman who has a "boyfriend" who has a girlfriend and a wife? Talk about fucking nuts. All she really wants is for one special friend to take a chance on her and she'd give it all up. Doubt that will ever happen tho since its been about 3 years or so already.
Really wish i had an inkling as to what my life will be......right now im just fumbling around in the dark........
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saturday
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Posted:Feb 7, 2015 9:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2015 6:42 pm
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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. FMLFMLFMLFML!!!!!!!!!
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Apron strings
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Posted:Jan 30, 2015 10:02 am
Last Updated:Dec 16, 2021 3:36 pm
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I have to do something extremely hard for me tomorrow morning. Have to watch my get on a bus to travel across the country. I've never been away from him except when I was in the hospital and then we were always in the same town. I have prayed for this week to go slow, but of course it didn't listen to me  The clock is quickly winding down to the last moments we will be under the same roof. I know there will be tears, sorrow and an aching heart, at least on my part. I know this is a good thing for him, time for him to spread his wings and start making his way in this world. I know he will do great things, I have faith in him. It's just hard for this momma to cut that apron string.
So, if you happen to be up early Saturday morning, think of me as I say see ya soon to my , I'll be the one with the red, watery eyes and snotty nose, trying to smile and be brave through the tears.
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brrrrrrrr
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Posted:Jan 29, 2015 6:17 am
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2015 7:03 pm
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Damn but it's cold out there! 8 degrees but feels so much colder ....... my ass froze on the truck seat this morning lol. Anybody up for a snuggle and sharing some body heat?? 😋
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Some give all......
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Posted:Jan 27, 2015 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2015 9:45 am
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Have you ever wondered what is wrong with you that you keep ending up in dumb situations? I seem to fall into them without even knowing it. I tryly wish i could change it. Been on this earth 51 years,have always tried to do the right thing....had sex with only one man (ex hubby) until i was 42. Took care of my ,worked like crazy only to have it ripped away in a matter of minutes. Ive been trying to deal with all the tuff shit in my life, friends and family always say what a strong person i am. Well guess what? Im tired of being strong. I want someone else to take the reins a bit and take care of me. Id love some comforting for a change....is it so much to ask for? Im not selfish, i give my all in whatever i do. Can i just get a little in return? Im so ready for it.
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5 4 3 2 1...........
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Posted:Nov 14, 2014 4:42 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2014 9:16 pm
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All i want is a man to love me and let me love him. I dont need fancy things and diamond rings, just hold my hand, kiss my lips, make me feel like the only girl in your world. Im tired of being alone and lonely. Take a chance with me.......let's jump in feet first and see what happens.....
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