ONE MAN'S JOURNEY - Part 4
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Posted:Jun 10, 2021 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2021 9:23 am
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SORRY..... WORDS KEEP DISAPPEARING FROM MY POSTS. I EDIT AND PUT THEM BACK AND NEXT DAY THEY OR DIFFERENT WORDS DISAPPEAR....
When my friend and I woke at noon that day ............I really felt awkward. We had gone from good friends to lovers, overnight. Unlike the night before, there was no "hanky-panky" that Saturday morning, but just a hushed silence, broken by the sounds of our breathing. If anything at all was to be said.......... this was the moment.
Neither one of us made any attempt to get out of bed, and any sane person would have thought that we were about to have another round............... Instead, we looked at one another awkwardly and as if on cue, both burst into laughter. We wrapped our arms around each other's naked body, and planted a nice kiss on the other's shoulder. Time to get up!
It was time for me get dressed and go home...........I had nothing planned for the day, except some painting of the trim on my house. He offered to help if I wanted him to. .
During these last couple of posts, I didn't mention my wife, because she was totally oblivious to what had gone on between him and myself..........knowing him as just a good friend. She had always trusted me implicitly, and there was no way in hell I could ever run the risk of losing her by being "honest" and talking over what had happened between " good friends". That would have been marital suicide on a couple of levels. She was definitely not a "woman of the world" and I knew her that well to know she would have thrown a fit, grabbed the and left. On the second level, she had brothers............. very big, macho brothers,............ who would have helped move me out of my own house................if was anything left of me after they had finished. No shit!!!...........I was really concerned about both of those.
So we just resumed life on a "normal" scale and pushed the whole thing behind us............. at least by outward appearances. Secretly, I thought about him all the time....... wondering when we could get together again. It happened once more.........kind of awkwardly, and almost as a "duty fuck "...............and I knew this had strained our relationship. He didn't stop by as often, didn't respond to my messages left in his voicemail............... and when we chatted on the phone he said he had "been busy".
We set up a dinner date for one night after work..., just the two of us, and were to meet outside the restaurant we had made reservations at. I stood outside for about 20 minutes, figuring I was about to be stood up, when I see him coming down the street. On his arm was the biggest "flamer" I had ever seen.............. complete with bleached blond hair and eye make-up. I was speechless when he introduced "blondie" as his "boyfriend"............... and callously told me to go home to my wife. I really don't know how I got home that night. Devastated is not the right word................. destroyed would be more appropriate. We went from friends, to lovers, to enemies in one felt swoop.
They say that you always remember the "first time".......... well, I read just a bit more than "sex" into what had happened between us. He obviously hadn't, and to be so cruel and uncaring in the way he broke off our relationship............ that included friendship and lovers.............. was just a bit more that I could handle.
Of course my wife questioned why he hadn't been around in a couple of weeks. I gave the usual lame excuses, but inside I was being torn apart. I thought about him every minute of every day. Turning the entire incident over and over in my mind until i wanted to throw up. Doesn't sound very macho, does it????................. I agree, and if I could have kicked myself in the ass, I would have. But there was nobody I could confide in, nobody I could talk to , about how devastated I really was.
Well............... I kept it bottled up, until my family started telling me that I should go the doctor, because I "didn't look well". No fucking wonder!!!!.............I lost 30 pounds in 6 weeks. I couldn't stomach food. I had bags the size of steamer trunks under my eyes, because I couldn't sleep nights. I was edgy, irritable, and downright nasty to everyone around , including my wife, who certainly didn't deserve any of this ..... She was the one with the most concern for my health, and I was verbally beating up on her. I hated myself for ever allowing something so pleasurable and yet so forbidden, to occur.................. but that's a story for another day....................................
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ONE MAN'S JOURNEY - Part 3
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Posted:Jun 8, 2021 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2021 2:49 pm
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SORRY..... WORDS KEEP DISAPPEARING FROM MY POST. I EDIT, PUT THEM BACK AND NEXT THEY OR OTHER WORDS DISAPPEAR???
FriendFinder-x says that they can't duplicate the problem, so I guess I have continue fixing myself.
I closed off Part 2 with the uncomfortable situation of a close friend having sucked my cock.
Oh, I know it's a "great" thing, but ours was not a sexual relationship from the start. This happened as quite a surprise, though I'm sure he had it all planned.... there were too many convenient coincidences that I won't go into, that forced us to spend that night together.
I insisted on sleeping on the couch, which is where it all started. He was going to help set me up with sheets and a sleeping pillow, but we never got that far.
Now that it had happened, I accepted the offer that we both sleep in the master bedroom..........I figured at this stage, we might as well share a bed, since we had already shared my cock. For the record, he never asked for reciprocation...............I guess because he figured that was totally of the question.
Later on, in the bed, he made another move on me .......which I had been expecting,........ and I was very receptive at this point. I had been hoping that he would. It's not like his looks were a turnoff. I mean, when a super-good looking guy wants your cock............how do you say "no"?
Again, the experience left me breathless and wanting him to continue forever. It was a magical night for me ........... a total novice in the area of m/m sex........... to have someone like him make mad passionate love me. He left me exhausted and wanting sleep. But a half hour into my dreams............ there he was again...................mouth on my cock and making his tongue do magical things. I never knew I could blow that many loads in a few hours.......... lol......but I was 31 at the time.
I practically begged for sleep at this point. The man was as insatiable as he was handsome. He agreed and we called it a night. Several hours later, the sun just beginning rise, I was awakened by his gorgeous ass pressing against my cock We were like two spoons in bed. I hadn't been erect, but feeling his butt against me was like a call to arms. I rose to the occasion again, but this time he was not about to turn around to suck my cock. Instead, he reached back, took my rigid cock and placed right on his hole. Being uncut, it took but a simple push-back on his part, and I sailed right into him........... where it was warm and wet. This was all long before HIV was discovered, so nobody was worrying about barebacking and breeding................... and did I breed him! He switched position to what has become my favorite one since that night. I mounted him, face face, where I could look into his eyes and kiss him........................and he put his legs over my shoulders. I never thought I could get that deep inside him.............it was awesome, and I couldn't last very long. When I blew my load in him, it was as if I came from every part of my body............. I shivered and felt my balls rubbing against his ass cheeks, which made it even more erotic . When that was over, we both slept until noon that day ...............................
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