Training Part 2
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Posted:Aug 19, 2016 12:13 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2016 2:32 pm
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Well last night I had planned on starting some training for my and his girlfriend after they got the little guy down to bed but it ended up us just sitting down and talking about what they wanted to do... From what I gathered from both of them they are both very submissive in the bedroom and both have a hard time taking control of what is going on... D say that Kris is the Dom with him and just kinda tell Amy what do when he is around.. I asked Amy why she wanted to have training and she said because she fees that it will make her feel more centered and less out of control... I asked her why she said that and she said as a was touched by a family member and for the first time she was made to feel out of control and she has been trying to find that balance ever since and after hearing and seeing Jazzy and I together and then being with us she felt balance...
I told them both that we are crossing lines that can not be uncrossed and going to places we can't change once we start... They both told me about dreams they both had and my 's dream really had me wondering how long he had been thinking about this... Amy told me that not long after her and D had started dating she was down in his apt and watching tv with him and she heard me in my room with someone and it turned her on and she started blowing my wishing it was me she was suck off... D told me that he use to lay in his bed and beat off to the sound of me having sex with my exhuband and wish it was him fucking me or when I had friends over he would listen or watch us and be with a girl in his room and picture it was me he was fucking... I told him that I have watched him with Kris and with Amy and had to go play with ,yield because I was turned on.... That I liked watching him and that I had thought about his cock in me while I was getting off...
Amy asked if it was ok to have these feelings about some like this since I am D's mom and she liked having sex with me the night before I told her we are all Adults and what we do be hide closed doors is nobodies business... I told them both that their are rules and things that have to be done to protect all parties in this case... Safe words or important because if you are not comfortable with what is going on you use that word and the other person stops and we all take a break..
Amy said Lemon D said Yellow and I said Red those are going to be our safety words and if any of us use our word we stop what we are doing right then.. They said yes and then I sent them back down to D's apt I kissed and tucked my sweet grandson into bed and I went upstairs and climbed into my bed alone around 9:30...
I was reading a good book at around midnight I heard a knock on my door it was my and he asked if he could come in and talk.. I said sure and fixed the blanket on my bed and he sat down.. I asked if he was alright and he said not really I can't stop thinking about what you said that it turned you on watching me and that you played with yourself and thought about it being me inside you.. I said yes you have a big thick cock and who wouldn't want that..I told him that he ate my pussy really well the other morning to and I could stop thinking about that either... I told him the only real cock I have had in me for the last year has been Jazzy and I wouldn't mind having his from time to time... He said good because I would love to feel you on my cock.... I told him Amy was downstairs and he said yeah she told me I should come up here and start without her... I pulled the blanket up and said ok your training can start now then... I told him to start by eating my pussy slowly a he started to softly kiss and suck my pussy I told him to get up in it and tongue fuck me because I even take a cock I need to be all warmed up and have to cum at least four time really hard.... Within minutes he had me soaking the bed for the first Time and then again and again... I told him to get comfortable on the bed before I showed him what a older woman could do with her body... He said mmmm yes mama and I climbed on top of his big thick 9 1/2 inch cock and slowly worked it all the way in... He tries to sit up and I push him back down and say oh no I got this he said yes you do all of me up in your tight mmmmmm it feels so good... He said is this how it felt when Gigi first had sex with you... I said kinda only Gigi's cock was fake you are 100% real and I am going to ride this till I can't go anymore... He said mmm ok I like that and I don't want to stop.. I told him that I was going to cum all over him and his big cock and he asked and where do I go Mommy... I said in mommy of course and that just made him harder.. Amy came upstairs in the middle of him cumming deeply into me and asked if she could watch or join in... I said here you take my place and she climbed up on the bed and sucked our cum off his cock and then started riding him I layed up by his head and he was sucking my nipples like he was trying to get milk... I told him if you are going to suck like that suck my pussy clean and I sat on his face...
By the time we noticed how long we had been going it was 3am and we were all soaked in sweat and cum...
We took a small break and we all were laying on my bed Amy on one side and D on the other both of them licking and sucking my nipples and Amy ask so what do we call you when we are doing training... I smiled and said Mama or Mommy is fine it is a turn on for me... D smiled and said Oh Yes Mommy it is for me too.. Amy smiled and said I like fucking mommy and Mommy fucking me... I told her to go check on the little man and then come back and watch... She said yes mommy and put on a robe and went out the door.. D asked what now Mommy I told him to get in the third draw and pick out something for me to fuck him with and he said mmmmmmm yes mama... I asked if him if he was a top or a bottom and he said I like to recieve if I am with a guy and give if I am with a girl.. I told him well I am going to give it to you and show you how to be controlled the right way... He said that he and Kris tried to double stuff Amy the other night and that they must have been doing it wrong because she was crying.. I asked him if Amy wanted to get double stuffed and he said she told us we could if we wanted to and we both blew our loads in her... I said no wonder she feels lost and made her way up to Jazzy and I... I told him ok you want to treat her girlfriend like a cum dumpster than you can feel how she felt...
I told him that Friday night he has to sit and watch Amy be with me and someone else of my choosing and he has to sit and watch and everytime one of us is ready to cum he has to clean it up or take the load himself he said Yes Mama... Then I told him that he is going to have something new he will have to wear all the time under his clothes to remind him that he is in training to be more submissive and more thoughtful of others.....
He asked what am I going to be wearing I told him it is called a cock cage and he was going to put it on now before I fucked him the ass and he was going to wear it all the time until it is time to use his cock in me or in Amy... He said yes mama and sat down so I could lock him into it and he said it is a little tight I told him it is meant to be and that will train him to think with the upper head not the lower one... Amy walked in and saw the strap on laying on the bed and said oh is that too be used on me and I said oh no my sweet girl D is going to be taking that in his ass in a couple of minutes and then if you want you can fuck him in the ass like him and Kris do you and you can shot your load into his ass.. She asked how and I told her the cock D picked has a special thing that lets you cum in the person you are with... She smiled and said mmmm cool can I do that.. I told her yes she could and she lubed up the cock and started slowly fucking D in the ass and she noticed the cockcage and asked if it was part of his training and I told her yes it is...
The look on Amy's face as she was able to have that little bit of control over D made me smile and I left them to their fun and just sat and watched them for awhile till they both about looked half way ready to just die... I showed Amy the special thing that this cock does and D just about went crazy when she was able to shot her cum into his ass.... He was so happy and after she did he wanted to clean it up off of her and I left the room because they spent the next hour him licking and sucking her Pussy and making her cum more...
The little guy woke up I got him feed and dressed for school and on the school bus and then went and woke up the pets...
D got showered and out the door for work and Amy stayed at the house with me and started asking questions about different stuff.. I tried to answer her questions the best way I could and if I didn't know the answer I told her I didn't know.. I went and jumped in the shower and she joined me and asked if I had ever been double stuffed and I told her yes.. I told her that last night was the time time I had ever had D in my pussy that the other morning he was in my ass and Jazzy was in my pussy.. But yes I like to be double stuffed that I normally have to fake cocks in me but real cocks feel different she said what do you mean I asked if she wanted me to show her and she said Yes mommy please mommy...
We got out of the shower and I grabbed my favorite cock and put it in the harness and lubed it up and slowly started to slide them in her pussy and ass and she just smiled and moaned and said ohhhh YYYEEEESSS Mommy Fuck me please.....
D called and asked if Amy had left and I told him no I am in the middle of sucking her cum off my cock right now and then I am going to fuck her again and might just do her all day... He said oh ok well have fun and don't break her I kinda love her and want to keep her.. I said oh we are going to keep her for a long time.. I asked how his cage felt and he said it was good and asked who he would be seeing tonight and I told him he would see..
Amy was very happy when she did leave today of course she had sucker bite all over her size 36D's and about six sucker bites on her pussy lips and on top of her pussy and inner thighs to mark what is mine... D had his cage on and sucker bite above his cock and inner thighs marks again what is mine...
Of course I have sucker bites all over my tits and pussy because I like the pain and the pleasure...
Again don't judge unless you feel that you can handle being judged too.. We are ADULTS and we are not doing anything to hurt anybody...
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Relaxing fun....
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Posted:Aug 18, 2016 11:57 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2017 10:50 pm
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Well after all the drama yesterday at my grandson's school I told my that he needed to relax and enjoy his evening last night and the little guy was staying with his great Gramms so he could relax and unwind... He grinned and said yeah I have had a bad day today and all the drama that woman started at the school topped it off worse... About an hour later Amy pulled in the drive way came in and asked if they were going to bother me if they got a little loud and I told her that I didn't mind the noise as long as they didn't mind me being loud.. She laughed and said WHAT??? I told her I had plans for tonight too and that is why the little guy was staying with his GiGi and Gramm in town tonight.. I knew that D needed a release and needed to relax and I have had plans for two weeks to have a old friend stop by for a visit.. She grinned and said Kris is coming over too is that alright and I said oh yeah D had already told me that you both were coming over to help him relax... I grinned and told her to have fun... She looked at me and asked if I knew the three of them had been together and I said of course I knew you three had been fucking each other just be safe and be careful and be good to each other...
She looked kinda surprised when I said that and asked if I knew anything about what they do I told her I have heard you guys a couple of times and I have been that woman in a man meat sandwich and it can be fun and very intense at times but make sure you get what you need and don't be worried about taking control of what is going on... She just looked at me and said OH ok I guess he was not joking about you being Bi sexual at one time and being with couples.. I told her been there done that could teach you some cool stuff...lol
Amy headed downstairs to my 's apt. about twenty minutes later I heard the sounds of someone having a good time... Kris came bouncing into the driveway about an hour later and he didn't take long getting into the swing of whatever Amy and D were doing...Soon they all three sounded like they were having a good time... I myself hearing them just had to release some pressure and get myself ready for my old friend...
Jazzy showed up and heard the sounds coming from my 's apt. and just looked at me and said mmmmm sounds like they are having fun.. I laughed and said OH to be in my 20's again and young and dumb and full of CUM... She smiled and said well you are still young and you can be full of Cum a couple of times tonight if you want...lol!!!
See Jazzy is a transgender woman she is a woman on top but still has her 9 inch Penis she just loves it and is not ready to part with it yet..... She sees herself as a woman and has for years so Hhhhmmmm... Well it is not often that her and I get together but when we do look out someone is going to be sore the next day...lol!!!
Jazzy and I head off to my room to relax better we can still hear the action coming from downstairs and that just adds to the heat with us... Jazzy and I never had a problem jumping right into playing and getting things rolling... Hearing them just made it faster and more fun.. I am layer back with my legs drapped over her shoulders and I hear footsteps coming down the hallway and then I see Amy's green eyes looking through the crack in the door and I just pull jazzy's head in deeper and smile Amy just walks in and says can I watch.. Jazzy looks up and says watch join whatever you want Hun.. I asked her why she came up and she said the guys were playing without her and she heard us so she wanted to see.... Amy was sweeter than candy and she wanted to learn more about taking control most of all she wanted to be with another woman...
Jazzy asked her if she felt comfortable doing what we were doing and what the guys were doing downstairs and said we can get alittle bit much and that we have safe words when we play.. Safe words we all agree to.. Amy said my safe word is Goat.... I looked at her and said are you alright with being with me and she oh yes I have layer in bed with D and heard you up here and wished I was up here with you fucking... Oh my sweet Amy ok well here is your chance... I told her to get cleaned up and I would be right back... I put on my robe walked down to my 's apt and he and Kris were fucking and I just stood there until they noticed I was in the room and asked D if I could teach Amy some new stuff and Fuck her since he was busy at the moment... He smiled and said she is with you... Ok cool just don't break her or anything... I walked back upstairs and told Amy and she said were do I start....
I told her that pussy and ass licking is a art form and eating pussy and eating ass in another art form if done right you can make anybody cum... Just like sucking a dick if you do it right they will never let you stop...
Amy climbed up on my bed and Jazzy was starting to show her how to suck and Amy just started sucking my clit like she has been doing it for years and Jazzy ask if she want to feel how it felt and she said yes please within ten minutes I was Cumming all over her face and she was cumming for Jazzy... I told her to pick a strap-on out for me to use on her and she picked a big one she said it was about the size of my and she took it like an champ and rode the cock like it was made for her and Jazzy was surprised that she asked if she could watch Jazzy and I together and I told her yes but I wanted to see her training her pussy with a bit of a bigger dildo so next time it was a little better...
Jazzy layed back and I climbed on like I always do and rode her cock for different ways and in between each time we switched positions Amy had to suck my cum out of my pussy and had to make sure I was cleaned up... Jazzy said ok are you ready to get yourself filled with my cum.. I told her of course I am always ready for that she took two blue pills and said it is going to be along night baby...
Amy looked up and said what was that I said just a little something to make it more fun for me and you tonight.. I said in about an hour we will take a break and clean up and then twenty minutes later we will be rocking again and then we will keep doing that till I am sore or one of us can't move and more... She said I am game but then the break comes what Happends I said you will suck my pussy clean and suck my cum off Jazzy unless the guys want you back downstairs to play... Amy looked up at me and Jazzy and said ladies I am here to learn to be a better lover and slut... I am only 23yrs old and I want to learn to be shared and pleased and to learn to share and please D...
Well after about an hour I was filled twice with cum and was so happy to feel it inside me but couldn't wait to watch Amy clean me up like a good little slut in training she quickly started her sucking and made me cum twice more in ten minutes... Jazzy's phone went off and it was a video of Jazzy and I fucking coming from D's phone and him and Kris were watching us and they said it was hot and that they wanted to Watch Amy clean me up so Jazzy told them to join us in the room... Without even thinking about it I just kept on letting Amy suck my pussy and Jazzy started playing with her pussy and then she stared fucking her and my walked in and saw her and I with Jazzy and he sat down in the chair across he room and was watching while Kris sucked his Cock...
I really had never thought that this would happen in a million years but I am watching my get a blow job while his girlfriend is sucking my pussy and my girlfriend is fucking her... My asked if this is how it feels when I am with my mom and her wife and I said kinda... He said mmmmmm ok....
This morning everyone had left after a very long enjoyable night of fun and relaxing... Everyone leaves all but me Jazzy and my ... Jazzy jumps in the shower and my comes in and sits on the side of my bed and asks if I would ever have straight up she with him.. I told him I am not sure... Why he said all he could think about everytime he had heard me with other people before last night was having sex with me.. That he had watched me so many times without me knowing and would beat off while watching me or would be with someone in his apt. and think about it being me with him.... He liked that we all ended up playing in my room and that he got to watch and have sex with everyone but me last night and asked what about now... I told him he could go slow and suck my nipples and then eat my pussy and see what happened after that..
He is truly my he took his time and sucked my pussy so good and slow and deep Jazzy even walked in and we didn't even notice that she was there watching us she sat down and just enjoyed the show.. I think the clock said 8:30am when we started and we quit at a little after 1pm... He was really good and now I see why everyone last night kept switching off to play with him...
Now some people are going to call me sick and not right for playing with my mom her wife and now my and his partners but we are all ADULTS and what we do is not hurting anybody and we are not out getting into any trouble so don't JUDGE unless you can look in the mirror and JUDGE yourself...
We all had fun and Amy asked about more training just her and I with my so she can learn to be more in control.. And some more training with her and I and I most definitely am planning on doing some training with her because she would be a good little sub slut to train for me and for someone else.. . Time will tell what Happends next and if you ask me I think I will enjoy doing it again... Two submissives that can't wait to please people and of course I know where one has been and he knows better than to be bad... My , Amy and Kris are all getting together later tonight at Kris's because of the schedule they have and set up... D asked if he came home afterward could he talk to me about some stuff from last night and earlier today... I told him sure anything special he wanted to talk about and he said about us... An what happend earlier today between him and I.. I asked if he was alright and he said he has not been able to stop thinking about what happened... I asked if he felt weird about it and he said no that he felt fine with it and can't stop thinking about it and what he did to me and with me and what I did with him and to him... He asked if I felt like this with my mom and her wife and I told him yeah at first but then it just Happends sometimes...
Of course after he and I got off the phone I called my mom and told her what happend and she said oh ok and then asked how it felt... I asked her how it felt with me and what went through her mind after that first time with me and then the next couple of times with me... She reminded me that I was very stiff but I was told to do as my Mistress told me to do and that she took control over a little slut... After that second time together it just happened like it was natural for us to do what we did.. I told her I remembered oh so well what happened and how it felt and she reminded me that after that we just planned lunches or dinners and if stuff happened then great... She reminded me that I said I would never do anything like this and yet at least once a week or every two weeks I am with her or her wife while the other watches... So what is the problem since he told me before he had seen me and heard me with other people she is surprised this had not happened before now...
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Posted:Aug 17, 2016 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2016 10:15 am
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I just don't know what to do anymore.. Life can be a punch in the gut or a sunshiny day you just never know what it is going to be or what you are in for.
I have tried to live my life as out in the open as I can I don't hide who I am or who I am with and sometimes that is a 50% gamble because even when you are trying not to piss people off you still do sometimes. No matter who you are or what you do someone always feels that they have to right to judge you for things in your life or people in your life.
Most of the time I could care less about the small minded people but when it is someone judging members of my family I can't just turn the other cheek I can not stay quite and not say or do anything..
My is like his Bi-sexual and he has been since about 16yrs old I support him because I know how it feels to have those feelings and you want to go and have two kinds of fun... Well now that he is an Adult and has a of his own he is very careful about who he dates and what he does because as a single dad he has to watch out for his . He doesn't want some crazy person around his ... He jokes our family is CRAZY enough without bring more crazy around him...
Well he has been seeing I really sweet young lady for about three months and a very nice young man for six month they all know about each other and have been out all together a couple of times.. They all get along great with my grandson and he seems to like them both.. Well today school started for my sweet little grandson and Daddy Amy and Kris all took him to school for the first time... One of the parents that was in the room said something about Oh look that little boy has two dads poor and Mommy looks to be lost... My grandson's real mom is a addict and my has had him since he was 3months old and has raised him...
My over heard the parent and corrected her very quickly and was not afraid to let others hear him tell the woman what was really going on. The teach quickly stepped in and told the parents that she doesn't teach hate in her class and that she teaches them that everyone is equal. She told my and the others that she was the of Two moms and that she does not judge anybody by their life choice.. But this is not the time or place to talk about lifestyle choices..
My Amy and Kris all kissed my little heart on the head and told him to have a good day at school... When they got out to the parking lot the mom that was talking in the classroom was talking still outside to other parents.. She was saying stuff like people like them need to be punished for the way they live their lives... Of course my just let it go but he told me so then I went to pick up the little guy from school so I could meet the teach and see his clessroom.. A woman was acting real odd when I showed up to get him and asked who I was and I told her and showed her my ID so she knew who I was.. And she asked how I could let my grandson be around people like my and those other people... I asked her what she meant by that...??? She said people like them.. I said really what do you mean people like them. I asked did I look different from them or do you mean covered in tattoos and piercings and rainbow colored hair or a guy that works as a welder and talks like he is from back in the woods and looks like he needs to be back there Or very cute and young and Red headed...
she said No those GAYS... I said really because I am a lesbian and proud of it.. She was not happy and I pointed out that just in my grandson's class there are four sets of parents that are gay or lesbians and that I know of over 100 couples in the school total so if those people bother you then maybe you should change schools and leave my family alone...
I walked down to the office and that parent is no longer aloud to be around my little guy or any of the other unless their parents are around..
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Life.....????
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Posted:Jul 26, 2016 8:38 am
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2016 9:09 am
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I have spent a long time trying to figure out why people judge others before they even know anything about the person... They judge you by the way you look or by the way you talk. What kinda car you drive or by where you live.
I have a friend I grew up with since we were like 5yrs old and she has known that my family is from the South and they talked different so she grew up understanding what they said and the sweet southern way of saying things... He husband is a different kinda person he was raised in the deep south and talks like my family does... They came for a visit and we went out to Breakfast at a local Dennys the Hostess saw us walking in and started to laugh... She sat us at the table and walked back and I heard her tell the waitress well your not going to get a good tip out of those hillbillies at your table... Just because we are not dressed up or look like we have any money people judge us.. My mom is a hillbilly from the back hills of West Virginia, but she also speaks very well educated and her wife is a big city girl from New York and she is well educated. But people see them out and say stuff and think because they drive a jeep with West Virginia plates that they are slow.. My mom speaks and can read six different languages and her wife can read and speak four different languages...
Anyways the waitress comes over and says hello and of course Trip speaks up and says hello darlin and she giggled because of the way he talks.. He tells her we need a little bit more time before we order but could we get two kettles of coffee for the table while we make our chooses.... She looked at him and said what... Kettles of coffee and I told her pots... We heard her laughing with the other waitresses and I walked up to the front and asked to see a Manager... He walked out and asked if there was a problem and I told him what was going on and he was upset...
He asked our waitress to come out and he asked her why she was being kinda rude she said well look at them lisen to the way they talk...
I spoke up and said how do you how we are or who we are.. Trip is a Millionaire from Mississippi he owns and runs a company he built from the ground up but chooses to look like a bum... Two women who have ran million dollars companies sitting right now and a woman that Navy Captain... And I am the one who you should be laughing at not them... I am the one with the least amount of money.. She said but you look the most normal... See my dear you were judging a book by the cover and not really reading the book...
We all got up and walked out of the Dennys the Manager was trying to get us to stay and said he would get us a different waitress.. Trip told the waitress he was a good tipper and he would have tipped her really well but to bad... We left and found a cute little mom and pop restaurant down the road a little bit.. Really good food and service and no judging from people Trip was so happy with breakfast he paid for everyones food and left our cute little waitress a really big tip like two 100 dollar bills and a note thank you for the great service and for not judging people by the way they look...
If more people would be like that and raise there to not see color or what someone is wearing or I should say not wearing the world would be a better place...
I was raised by a Southern Mamaw and Papaw and a Mama that would have beat my tail if I judged people by the way they looked and my Mama would do it today even if I am 42yr old.. Respect is something earned and sometimes a little kindness can move a Mountain...
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Trying to a better me.
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Posted:Jul 25, 2016 11:57 am
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2016 1:28 pm
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I have spent a long time trying to make others happy and do what a good person should for there family and friends and the people that are in there life. But when is it my turn to be happy and when am I supposed to be happy and enjoy my life.
I have been on the mend after couple of months and all the things that just seem to happen to me and my family and close friends... If it is not one thing it is something else or someone else making problems for others...
I am normally a nice happy go lucky person and I normally keep to myself but sometimes I think I need to be that person that put others in their place and to HELL with anybody else... I live my life and do my own thing and I pay my own bills and take care of the people in my life and around me... Yes I have been with men and women and I have chosen to be with family at times but how does someone have the right to judge me for being who I am..?????
When they are asking me to do things with them and they are trying to find who they are from everyone but themselves and they call me a .... Wow that is rich and the Pot calling the kettle Black I don't hide who I am as a person or anything... I choose to live my life and be myself and yet they want to say I am fake or not who I claim to be.... Just because I choose to be with someone and choose to live my life the way I do....
Wow!!!! Grow up and stop Judging people just because they are not into what you are into and most of all because they don't want you.. People need to be nicer to people now a days and as a woman I have learned to protect myself and I am very careful about who I am with and we're we go... People getting shot at bars just because they don't fit into someones little box of how people should be... Cops killing unarmed people just for asking questions about why they are being stopped... Men thinking just because a woman smiles at you that you have the right to touch her and then when she tells you no thank you or stop that you have the right to call her a or Bitch.
What if the shoe was on the other foot what if women did that to men OH WAIT... That would not happen because women for the most part have Manners if we were raised right...
My rant is because My mom and her wife and I were out this last weekend with some friends and family members on our boat trying to find some relief from the heat.. A group of people were swimming near by off their boat near ours we were all talking and having a good time till later in the evening and we all had been sharing food and drinks all afternoon and evening... A guy with a other group started getting a bit too hands handsy with my mom's wife and was asked to stop. He said he was sorry and he didn't mean to upset anyone and jumped off our boat and swam over to the other boat and told his friends that she was asking for it.. I over heard him and said UMMM No she didn't ask for anything because she is a Lesbian and she is my mom... That is when he called her a and said she had been smiling at him with her eyes and trying to get him all day... We all got back on to our boat and pulled away from them... We got back to shore and they were right behide us and started trying to pick a fight with us and trying to hit our boat..We got close enough to the dock for myself and a friend to jump off the boat... I walked up to my truck reached under my seat and grabbed my Gun.... Walked down to the water and fired two shoots into the air the ass holes on the boat turned their boat away we got docked right and called the cops... They called the cops to but people on the docks saw them trying to ram us and told the cops that they had seen that same boat three times this weekend messing with groups of women and families on there boats... The group on the other boat was found and charged with being drunk and driving a boat in a unlicensed boat.
Like I said I am trying to be a better me but I can't stand stupidity and people with no Respect for others...
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Posted:Apr 18, 2016 10:51 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2016 10:45 pm
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After a very good weekend and fun with friends I have been looking back on things in my life and the way I live my life... I don't regret anything I have done in my life other than not always being the best me.. I have been the shoulder to cry on the person that is always there for her friends and family members.. I have been the kinda person that I look for when I want to be with someone.. I have been the affair that someone wanted or needed to make someone really feel wanted and needed... I have had my up and down times and dealt with real nut jobs that tried to hurt me or people around me.. I have always handled it with grace and strength and I always have my gun.. I have been used abused left tied up and found bleeding but I just keep looking for a brighter side too life...
Been controlled by my first ex-husband and made to feel like there is something wrong with me because I am who I am then thrown away like someone's trash like I was not good enough for him.. He cheated and moved her into my house slept in my bed... That's alright I moved on and found the real me again and felt so much better not having to hide me... I found myself being a little to much like the old me that I almost got in trouble... I did get in trouble one night and ended up in the hospital for a couple of days bruises will heal and scares will go away sooner or later.. But my life is still mine...
Second ex-husband is still the love of my life and we are the best friends he let me be me without question or worry he never said anything about me being who I am... To this day he tells me he supports me in anything I do and is always an ear to talk to or shoulder to lean on... We have been each others rock when we had nobody else who would understand... He knows everything little secret about me and I know all of his.. People don't understand why we can be so close but not be together but we both know why and we are good with the reason... We love each other and always will but just can't hurt each other the way we once did because we love each other... We have our own lives but we are always going to be apart of each other's lives forever...
Sex doesn't rule my life yes I love having sex but I don't have to have it to make me happy all the time.. I spent a couple amazing days with an old friend that was broken and lost and yes we had fantastic sex but it was more about her finding herself again and I think I helped her do that.. I have been that friend who helps others find their way back to who they really are inside...
I myself have been looking at my life and all the things I have done and places I have been and all the fun I have had...But at the end of the day what do I have people who love me and the knowledge that I have made a choice to be who I am and don't care what people say about my life style and how I live my life... I do know I am tired of being alone at night when I could be with someone who wants me for more than a sexual relationship... Don't get me wrong that is great but sometimes I need more than that on my life.. I have that in my life but not as often as I would like..
I just need to get serious about who I want and need in my life and tell that person that they are the one who I want and need in my life..
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Posted:Apr 17, 2016 9:33 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2016 6:28 am
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After yesterday and shopping with my group of friends I did not think it could get any better but I was wrong... Out of seven rooms tens beds got well used and broken in... My bright idea to go check out a local gay club yielded some surprises and one no one saw coming but it was really great... A friend of mine is in a local Drag show and she said she would be there lastnight so we all got Dolled up and went to check it out... Jazz and Lexi both hooked up and I think even switched at some point during the night... Allyson got a surprise that she was not ready for but handled it with grace and strength.. Her husband was at the club and she confronted him about the affair and he told her that there was no Woman... Up walked this handsome man that is ripped and buff.. OMG I know this guy he played Football with my old brother and OMG... Cliff Allyson's husband starts asking her what she was wearing and why was she there and trying to make her feel bad and she said Girls weekend out with my friends..
Now what is going on.... She told him she thought he was having an affair with a woman he works with so she wants to know what is going on... He said I am having an affair but not with a woman his name is Jace and we have been trying to see what is going on before I told you... Then he tried again to turn it back on to her and I stepped in and said well as her friend I can tell you that I have been with your wife all weekend and she is the best person I know... Plus I have had sex with you both and she is better and will keep me happy tonight...
The look on his face was wonderful and she kissed me as we walked away.... Missi took the stage and we all had a blast watching her do her thing... After Missi's was done on stage we all sat and drank with her and laughed at each other...
Everyone was getting hooked up with others at the club I asked if Allyson wanted to go back to the room or hang out with the group she said room please we asked Missi if she wanted to come have a drink in our room and she said sure...
Allyson had never met a Drag Queen before and I had known Missi when she was Josh... She told us she had to change and then she would be ready... About thirty minutes later Josh walks out and Allyson is shocked at how good Josh looks as himself.. We walk back to the hotel and she is asking him ten thousand questions about everything and he tells her that it is just how he is.... Jazz and Lexi explained to her some this morning about themselves and Jack did too.. Allyson and I have had those talks but she wanted to know why she felt the way she does about me and her husband... We all told her that she could be bisexual and like both sides..
She told the group at breakfast that she was ready to move forward and find herself... We all went to our rooms to get ready to check out and for the next two hours her and I didn't pack up we packed each other... Housekeeping walked in on us having sex and the look on that woman's face was great... Lexi stopped by to tell us she was leaving and Housekeeping had not got the door closed and she was a little turned on by what she saw... She made the joke ladies I wish I could join but you all look a little bit tied up with each other so maybe next time we can do something together...
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What Next....
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Posted:Apr 16, 2016 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2016 6:13 am
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Well today has been a first for me... Shopping with this group has me ready to start drinking...lol..!!!.....
Shopping with two trans females going from men to women, one trans man going from female to male, two bisexual couples and four Lesbians... That poor woman at the store looked like she wanted to find a straight jacket and get in it...lol Jack had her so confused about all of us that she just started calling all of us Hun... At the local sex shop the guy behide the counter just watched us and laughed at us because we are a hell of a group to see... We almost got thrown out of Walmart because Jazz and Lacey wanted to go into the same dressing room together to help each other and she was not sure about it... Allyson was feeling a little bit like she didn't fit it some Lexi and I found some stuff that made her feel more normal and comfortable with all of us... Allyson comes from money and then married into money and always wears higher fashion stuff and has the perfect hair and makeup and nails done. Always has to look perfect and not like her real friends.. Allyson and I have been friends since high school and she never judged me by the way I dressed or where I am from... I wear my jeans t-shirts ball cap or cute top and hair all cute.. That is how I was raised and she has known me like that always... Lastnight she had on a pair of jeans and luckily we wear the as size boots because she wore a pair of my boots and a cute top that showed off her hot little body...So today we are trying to find her stuff for the rest of the weekend so she feels comfortable in her own skin... Unlike her everyday clothes that she says feel like they suck her soul....
Cowboy boots jeans and some cute shirts..... Check check check...lol
New toys check.....
Stuff for later tonight check.... *Wink*
A little bit of fun in the dressing room at a local store double check....
Watching your friends have fun and seeing how people reactions to them...PRICELESS!!!!
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Can I have another...
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Posted:Apr 16, 2016 5:00 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2016 9:31 am
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Well Allyson and I had a blast lastnight with my friends after we started our night off first with some fun in our room... Some wine and getting my pussy licked and sucked got me all ready for my night... We all decided to check out a local club that we all have been to before and Allyson has wanted to check out... So we took her and she loved it... She kept saying this is awesome I never get to come to places like this.. I told her that she never dresses like she is tonight either in her other life so tonight is a breaking out kind of night have fun and enjoy herself... My group of friends are men, women and transgenders we all have fun and we protect each other when we go out and we all play together sometimes so if she felt like it she can no judging with this group... We all have been in the place she is at and we will all support her in choices she makes no strings attached this weekend....
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Just Fun
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Posted:Apr 15, 2016 12:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2016 6:55 am
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Some people think that just because I am in a relationship with someone that I shouldn't be having sex with other people but my partner lives in another state and we always talk about what we are doing in our lives while we are apart..We talk about how we feel about one another being with other people and we don't start a new thing without talking to each other about it... We have a understanding and in my case I don't have sex with anyone that I haven't been with before.. In my partner's case we have the same agreement but with a small twist... We always talk about anything new happening.
I was surprised at work today when I got back from lunch beautiful flowers and a card saying Thank you for the wonderful evening and the great homemade Pizza on Tuesday night... I called my my friend who sent me the flowers and told her that I had fun and did good with no sleep yesterday... She laughed and said she took a three hour nap and that her husband called her and she could hear a female in the background and she didn't say anything about it... Because she is having her own affair with me and he has no clue... She said that when she called him earlier yesterday he sounded like he was worried about her because she had said she felt sick.. But she really wasn't sick she was just sick of his lies and him hiding his job and having to go out of town for business all the time.. But knows he is sleeping with a woman he works with so she wants her own affair with someone she trusts... I have told her I am game if she wants but I do have rules and regulations to me being apart of this.. I told her what my partner and I have talked about and she is fine with it and understands those borders that we have for each other..
I have been trying to put together a weekend for some friends and myself for about a month and this weekend is the weekend that we are going to get together... Four rooms two of which are adjoining only because we are a bunch of freaks...lol!!!😗 Two king size beds in each of the adjoining rooms, and single King size beds in the other rooms which are suites with kitchen areas.. I have my own room with my old friend Allyson she is paying for because she decided to come with us last minute and two other friends have their own rooms because they decided to take the trip to last minute 7 rooms to have fun in... What could go wrong this weekend...
All checked into the hotel now just waiting on the gang to get here and while I wait I think I am going to have a drink and soak in the tub or maybe break in this king size bed with My friend Allyson... I have been thinking about this weekend for weeks Allyson is just an added bonus because I had a really good time the other night and would like to see what else we can do.. I have my suitcase of new play toys and accessories and some old favorites too and some of the others are bring other things... I know a couple of the ladies that are coming this weekend and the things that they like to do so this weekend will be something different from normal...
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Full of Surprises
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Posted:Apr 14, 2016 5:58 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2016 12:06 pm
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Last night was like any other night got off work headed to do some errands do some shopping and pick up my grandson for the evening from daycare.. It's his and mine little time to hang out and make dinner time since his daddy is working late tonight... Homemade Pizza Wednesday is what he calls it but to a 4yr old making his own Pizza is the coolest thing ever... We go to Walmart and pick up what we want for the pizzas and he and I make fresh pizzas and watch movies till his dad gets off work... Normally he falls asleep on me before my gets here to pick him up and I normally tell him that I will drop him off to daycare the next day on my way to work... But lastnight was a surprise while we were at Walmart picking up what we needed for dinner and a few other things... I ran into a old friend and she asked if I had plans for the weekend and I said Yes but wondered why... She grinned and said oh ok just wanted to know if you are keeping busy these days... My grandson asks who are you and why you ask my Lala if she busy you her friend and she say yes we are old friends and then she asked him his name and he says I am JJ... An puts his hand up to shake her face hand and she just smiles and shakes his little hand.... He smiles and says nice to met you lady... He is a very polite little boy and very smart too.. Just about that time my calls and says he won't be late tonight and he would be over to get the little guy around 7pm.. I asked my old friend if she had plans for tonight after 7pm and she said No and asked what I had in mind.
Without missing a beat my grandson asked if she wanted to make pizzas with us and stay the night because that is what we do you Wednesday nights at my house... She grinned and said that would be the best dinner date ever...
At a little bit before 7 my shows up to get JJ and we are watching Antman with my friend on the couch Pizzas half eaten on the table and the kitchen kinda dirty... JJ is wide awake and loving his movie and the pizza and starts telling his daddy about his shopping cart with stuff in it for my house and how he picked out the stuff for the Pizzas and even made one for him tonight... My knows my old friend from a long time ago and asks how she has been.. We all talk for a couple of minutes while JJ puts his shoes on and picks up his mess in the living room... I got my sweet little loving from my sweet little man and kissed my 's cheek and they left... As they were getting in the truck I hear have fun with your friend Lala from JJ's seat... My about fell getting in the truck and couldn't stop laughing as he got in..
A little bit after the guys left we finished cleaning up the kitchen and had some wine and got a little bit more comfortable in the living room... Small fire in the fireplace and some wine makes everything better... She started telling me that she was really never into women until she met me and I am the only woman she has ever been with.. I felt a bit honored to hear her say that because I know her husband and her family pretty well... I asked her if her husband knew that she was with me tonight and she said he is out of town for business for the rest of the week....She had called and told him she was not feeling well and was going to go to bed that she would call him tomorrow... Asked about her and she said they are all off at college and never come home till weekends... So we have plenty of time to catch up on old times together...
Catch up we did... I forgot about how she loved to be in control of stuff and how she loved to learn new things and how to do new things...We decided that we needed to get a little bit more comfortable and head into my extra bedroom and I pulled out my suitcase of new play toys and accessories and some old favorites too...She reached in and found something she said she always wanted to try and asked if we could try it tonight... I told her we can do anything you want but we have to many clothes on right now... So the clothes all ended up on the floor everything but bras and panties we still had them on... She told me again that she had not been with any other women but me and I said oh honey play with as many as you can enjoy yourself... She said she knows that her husband is having an affair with a woman he works with so she wants her own affair with someone but she didn't want another man.. I told her well I could help her out and make her feel like it is an affair if she wanted too...
With a single kiss I got my answer.... She said she wanted to know what it felt like to Fuck me like man and I told her we could do that... She said she had never used a strap-on and wanted to feel that control over someone over me since she felt like she had No control over anything in her life... I told her that she could tonight and I walked in the other room and put on something more slut slutty... She said what are you doing and I said ok is she a slut, or what is she more like.. She asked is who more of what... I said the woman he is fucking right now... She said a bit of a slut... Ok then fuck a slut... Your fantasy is what we are doing tonight so let's get you started with a Cock to Fuck me with...
With her DD's tempting me I helped her get into a strap-on harness and she picked out a nice cock to Fuck me with... I sat her down on the bed and sucked that cock and licked her pussy a little to get her in the mood.... She told me to bend over the end of the bed so that she could get me warmed up.... I could feel her large breasts on my back and said mmmm that feels good as she slide her cock into my pussy from behind over and over again I was trying to not cum but it was really hard...She grabbed a handful of my hair and kept saying take that cock Slut and I kept saying oh yeah give it to me.... The harness I put her in has a cock piece that goes up inside her pussy and for everytime she pushed up into me she felt it in her own pussy and each time I was about to cum so was she... I think that she did cum with me once or twice but I know that everytime she pulled me back into her she kept going deeper into my pussy and made me want to cum harder...
For the next couple of hours she loved fucking me like a little slut and living out her fantasy for the night.. Around 10pm her phone started to ring we were laying naked in the bed relaxing.. It was her husband calling to check on her and she tried to sound like she was sleeping... As she answered the phone I slid down in between her legs and started kissing and licking at her beautiful pussy just as I flicked my tongue against her clit she made a little bit of a mmmmm sound and he asked if she was alright.. She said she moved wrong and needed to lay back down and she would talk to him tomorrow he asked if she was feeling better and she said a little bit better but needed more rest... She told that she was going back to bed and would call him tomorrow morning... All the while I am eating her pussy and tongue fucking her pussy... As she hangs up she grabs my hair and pulls me up to kiss her...Off and on the rest of the night we fuck each other and cover each other with one another's cum... After sex in the shower and in front of the fireplace and all over the extra bedroom and then on my back screenporch with me riding her and my breasts covered in sucker bite from her... We both lay down on the floor in each others arms and she tells me that she not made love to her husband in months... They have sex but it is quick and done no passion no love just sex... I asked if I helped her feel better and she said Yes you did and then some... I asked what she wanted to do about him having an affair and she said she didn't know what to do... I told her I didn't mind being her affair if that is what she wanted to do... I don't mind letting her live out her fantasy with me because I enjoyed it alot myself... She had one more question to ask me and I told her to ask... She asked if I would make love to her once a week and make her feel special like I did this time...
I told her well why wait until the next time and we just touched each other in ways that only two lovers could...After little to no sleep lastnight when we parted ways today she had a smile on her face and her body was well taken care of and her heart felt no guilt and her husband had no clue what she had been doing alnight... I am covered in marks but that is alright I left a couple of marks were only her and I know about and she plans on joining me this weekend with my group of friends out and about... I might enjoy this even more often...
I had to tell the person I am in a relationship with and they said that is cool because that means I am not alone all the time but when they are in town I'm not with her I am with them...Then they wanted to see pictures of what we did so I sent them pictures... We took pictures of us having sex and of her and I together so sometime when she does confront him about his affair she can show him her affair with me...
I can't wait till this weekend...!!!
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My Life Part 2
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Posted:Apr 13, 2016 2:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2016 9:28 am
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Some people just don't understand why others choose to be the way that they are but others do understand but they don't say anything to defend the people around them.. I have never been one to hide who I am or how I live my life and I am not about to do it now..
I am in a relationship with someone and they support me in everything that I do but others around us don't always understand the relationship that we have or how we can live our lives the way we do... I have always lived my life out in the open... I have never hide anything from my family or friends they all know that I am a lesbian and they are proud of me for standing up for myself... I keep parts of my life away from my family but they know that I am a free spirit and I am always safe in what I do... I have been the center of alot of stuff that my family wouldn't understand but they don't have to know everything in my private life...
I know that it is my life and I shouldn't care about what others think and normally I don't care but something just bothers me about what someone said to me earlier...
I stopped by to see a friend at work today on my way home from work and check to see if we were still on for this weekend and how she wanted to handle the plans for the weekend... Once every of months she and I along with some other friends get together and have a night out or night in...lol...!!!
This time is a night out so we always try and get a hotel near by so if some of us get to drunk or out of control we have a safe place to go..lol.. Cassandra and I always plan these outings and everyone has a great time, and nobody gets hurt or ends up being alone.. We always make sure everyone that is with our group is with us at the end of the night in the rooms were get... Sometimes we have extra people with us at the end of the night but everyone is Adults and we all agree that we keep it Adult and safe...
Well this PIG where Cassandra works over heard her and I talking and decided to say Well Well I see that your going to get your on this weekend.. Maybe I should come and join the fun and make you girls see what a Real Man can do...
I started laughing and said that he couldn't handle us plus he was more like a little boy not a Man.. He didn't like that and said that women like us are why Men like him go out with younger women because they are easier to control... I then told him that men like him are the reason I turned into a Lesbian because I just was not feeling the control side of being with a man like him...
He started making an ass of himself and saying out loud that all gays and lesbians should be banned from public places because we make people uncomfortable because we try to turn everyone around us gay.. I just looked at him and said No guys like him turn women into lesbians or straight ladies into Bisexuals just so they can get off after being with him... Two other people over hears us and said he is an Asshole and don't worry about him..
I got home and checked my messages Cassandra had called me and said that this same guy went to their boss and said that we had made comments to him about having Sex with him in the restroom and that he told us NO but we just made him feel really bad and that he didn't feel safe at work.. Cassandra got the two other people who heard us and they told the truth. He started it but I finished it and we were outside on Cassandra's lunch talking and he busted into what we were talking about and that it had nothing to do with him...
All I know is that I will have my gun with me this weekend and if he shows up trying to start anything I will take care of it...
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Another life....!!!
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Posted:Apr 13, 2016 11:18 am
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2016 11:48 am
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I was never raised to think I was different from other people I never knew that I was different from other people... I thought that my family was like everyone else... I was raised to try my best win or lose and to never look down on other people for what they don't have that you do.. My family was wonderful they didn't raise me to see skin color or who had money or didn't. I never knew that having two Mothers was different or that it is wrong to be proud of who you are or who they are... My brothers and I had so much love because my moms were always around for us we had great father's and grandparents that loved us.. Because of them we turned out to be who we are today... Yes our Mothers are Lesbians but that was never an issue with them when it came to us three . They were our mommies and that is all we really cared about and until we got older we didn't know about all the hateful things that people called them...
They were our coaches at times or our biggest fans my real mom Rae and Penney never let what people said bother them because they would say we are here for our ... From baseball and track to football and wrestling my mothers never missed anything my brothers did... Softball and volleyball both my mothers helped coach my teams and when I didn't want to play anymore they supported my other choices and helped me be the first girl to play Football in my high school.. My brothers always told me I would kill at playing Football so my Freshman year I tried out and got all kinds of flake for it but my older brother Jay wouldn't let me quit it was his Junior year and he wanted me to do what made me happy.. He made me work hard and I was ready for tryouts but we had to fight the school board and the school.. Because I was a girl they felt I would get hurt... I proved that I could hold my own on the field... The coach was getting pressure from father's that a girl was on the field so my dad and grandpa stepped in and said that I could handle myself test me...
I made the team and soon moved up from JV to variety but didn't get to play much because yes I earned my spot on the team but wasn't aloud to prove it.. My dad and my brother Jay asked why I didn't play in games and the coach said because she is a girl... My brother was a star quarterback and refused to walk out on the field unless I was on the field as one of his blockers... Then my teammates said the same thing all but three Pigs that were mad because I had beat them in practice for the position...
When I ran out on the field for the first time I could hear my family yelling for my brother and I... I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the games... I broke two fingers but I was doing something I loved.. The pain are bad but I just kept on playing and we won the game 34 to 7...
I met my first boyfriend that year and he didn't last long because he said my family was odd... Two Mothers was not normal and that they were going to hell because they were wrong.. I had seen how my friends mom's were but I loved my moms and they never made me feel unsafe or different.
Years later I had my own and I have been the center of everything he does I raised him the same way my mothers raised me to love people for who they are and look over the small things that make us different from each other...Now that I am a Grandma myself I am again raising someone to over look color and money because what is in a person's heart is what matters..
Yes I have been with men and women couples and others but that doesn't make me a bad person... Just like when my Mothers raised my brothers and me they didn't care what people said about them because they loved each other and most of all they loved us three more than anything. Still to this day my brothers and I can come to them with anything and know that they have our backs and we have theirs...
I once was nervous about letting people met my family because they are different but it wasn't because my moms are Lesbians it was because people judge before they really know who people are... My mom always tells me that they are the small minded and weak we are the strong willed and big minded people that they wish they could be...
She is right just like she is on most things so I am no longer nervous about people meeting my family.. Because I tell them before we even go that my family is different and if they act put off then I don't bother trying to show them how great my family is...
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