Not the one
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Posted:Feb 10, 2016 10:33 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2016 4:23 pm
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Written when I was diagnosed with MS.
I shall come out the other side even better than before. You are not the one to beat me, Not the one to bring me down; I am stronger than you This is not the end. My soul you cannot touch Tho you do pose the biggest challenge I’ve ever faced, Having to relearn all that life has taught me. Starting from the beginning, Crawl to walk, full sentences and thoughts; Step at a time, one foot in front of the other, A newborn with all the fascination of the new and unexperienced; Fair is no longer a word I can believe in, Pride can no longer be a factor, The intestinal fortitude I have carried throughout my life, Will become the strength to draw from; I am not willing to quit just yet, Too much to see and learn, No you are not the one to beat me,
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Antique
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Posted:Feb 14, 2016 6:46 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 5:55 pm
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Antique
Like an old lamp gathering dust, A Brontosaurus. Before the meteor in the Yucatan. What it's like To be a lover In today's world of instant gratification, A fuck me now, satisfy me, then fuck you world. Have been guilty as well of spilling my seed without conscious. Or regard for feelings. Not trying to be hypocritical. Have just the frolics of passion With the sense of genuine affection. Care and heartfelt yearning To be with that special one To burn by their mere touch Commanding your soul with their gaze. To purely ejaculate into an empty vessel Devoid of emotion Is but a grain of sand On a euphoric beach.
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Bullshit
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Posted:Feb 9, 2016 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2016 6:40 am
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Bullshit All I asked was the truth, The respect and common decency shown to someone who has shown it to you, Allow me to make my own choices. Path to follow. I asked all the questions giving the chance to do the right thing, Always met with evasion and lies, Blame and misguided guilt, Fault placed for asking the question. Never understanding, I would have treated you as well if you had been fair, Still taken care of you when sick, needy. Given you my adoration, my effort, The most hurt has always came from deceit. Broken trust, without conscience. Without care, honesty. I adored and loved the foundation of our relationship, The reason we were close for so long, Openness without fear of judgement, Mutual respect and care. You broke the security, the root sanctity of our security, I still love you and always will, A gift I don’t give easily and freely, To just anyone, But you took advantage of my love, Used it to your benefit, Crushed my faith in my ability to judge character, To look someone in the eye who loves, cares, and has treated you better than deserved, Shows a lack of caring for me or my feelings, Said it didn’t matter, meant nothing to you. Seems the question that should have been asked was did I?
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when we met
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Posted:Feb 9, 2016 7:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2016 5:51 pm
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When we met From my first vision of you hobbling across the busy street, My heart was yours, A quick kiss, a glance from those sparkling blue eyes, blushing cheeks, My love was your captive. Watching you interact with the world, Enjoying every taste and scent With a smile that lit up the darkness, You lightened my soul, The act of innocence of impending passion, That we both knew was to come. A caffeine infusion to heighten senses, Your wanton look made my pockets tight. An awkward first approach, Feeling out likes, wants, romantic preferences. That first taste of your skin and lips, Ambrosia on my pallet Stroking, kissing your flesh, meeting my thrusts with your own, Moans mixed with orgasmic exchanges of pleasure, Excited my sexuality as only in a long memory. An afterglow that never ended for me A beauty filled me completely From the nanosecond of our first exchange, My love was inexplicably yours forever.
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Breeze
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Posted:Feb 2, 2016 8:01 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 5:55 pm
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Breeze A gentle warm ocean breeze Tingling your flesh Between each line and crease Hairs stand on end in a joyful dance Making follicles twinge with delight. Serenity of the lovely vision of your mind Eyes in exalted euphoria, Squinting to focus, capturing the predictable adoration Chemical response is inevitable Imagination caught in fantasy mode My heart and soul is connected. Engaged with every flutter and twinge Every movement, muscle tension Intoxicating to your senses Addictive as a euphoric drug. Offer of yourself what you will Sacrifice your being to the throne, Just more baubles for her mantle Added to her display case of fools. Much like the wind She is unpredictable You cannot hold her, She’ll just to slip thru your fingers She is never truly yours To keep Can never possess the breeze Only enjoy what little she offers you While it lasts
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Truth
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Posted:Feb 1, 2016 8:24 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 5:55 pm
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Truth
Truth is not a subjective thing Not open to be changed By opinion that suits you better Not open to point of view Or emotional deficiencies There is only one truth A value no longer valued A principal continually ignored Spoken of with importance But has no teeth Honesty seems antiquated Easier to alter than divulge A façade to those meant to impress Shame a value I have honored And owed throughout my life No matter the personal cost Has gone the way of the Dinosaur. Hard though it may be Honesty is all I expect The most respectful principal I can offer To show I care and you matter
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Her
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Posted:Jan 31, 2016 11:45 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2016 8:10 pm
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Her
I miss her feel Her breath on my flesh Her taste on my mouth, Scent in my nostrils, Her crooked smile for every joyous moment Physical difficulties needing a steadying hand Patients commanded by caring The vulnerability of her soul Confused that self- imposed logic isn't an answer The pain behind her eyes Over past injustice and tragedy Striking out at the present over history, Mistrust festered and hardened Narcissism at the very least, Deceiving, betraying, striking first Preparing herself for heartbreak Hiding behind a misguided self- image. I have always known the breach of trust, Internalized out of a deep love and loyalty, Knowing the strife She has caused my life, The effort needed to put forth to keep her there, I still miss her in my life.
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Love addiction
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Posted:Jan 31, 2016 11:40 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2016 6:26 am
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Love addiction
Looking into the eyes That inflame your loins Anticipation to touch the skin, Smell of the supple flesh, Taste of delicious fluids Beads of sweet droplets on your tongue. Blood rushes everywhere A warmth overtakes your entirety Soul filling with a quickening beat. Toes tightening and curling, Tingling in involuntary spasms. Thrusts of delightful ecstasy. Quickening deepening. Feeling almost euphoric, magical, Hard to keep focus and control. Wait to prolong the climax Hoping your partner has reached a nirvana state. Looking for the expression of permission The wait is too much to bear Explosion of ultimate release Dizzying pounding of temples Afterglow that lights up the room A bright beacon of the heart The stare of adoration The Look only for your special one Sex is enjoyable A good physical release But it is just fucking, And does not compare To the passion of making love with someone unreplaceable.
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