Curse of the attention  

littlevixen6929 40F  
66 posts
11/14/2021 9:17 am
Curse of the attention


Yesterday I commented a poll that I blog as an extension of my exhibitionism. Later on last night, as I set my tablet for bathtime, I realized I cam for that reason. While mutual masterbation is a kink of mine. I prefer that with select individuals I share a connection with. Here on FriendFinder-x, I am really digging into the idea of random people peeping in on my private time. In large numbers with no say from me. It pushes both my exhibitionist and humiliation kinks (I'll blog about what this really means another day). I'm also just go through attention phases. Time is one of my top 3 love languages and as such can be....demanding for one person. This is also a large contributor to my poly nature. Even when I first started exploring my sexuality I did it with a group and had 2 special men that were my consistent go to. I would often leave one and go<b> straight </font></b>to the other. If they knew they never said or complained. We were not committed to eachother.

Now, I can a several eyes on me at once. The first time I broadcast I wasn't sure, but as the number next to the eye grew, my kitty got wetter and wetter. I didn't really know what I was doing, couldn't navigate the list. Didn't know about tipping. I just had a profound desire be seen.

Yesterday, I craved the fantasy of the peeping Tom. Secretly watching without my knowing. And many of you lovely perverts helped with that. So well in fact I was a bit cold by the time I got out of the tub. My water having already lost it's heat before my bubbles were gone.

I love the encouragement, the pictures shared with me. It feeds my fantasy of being shared in a room full of people, without the inherent risks associated with the reality of that fantasy. Each ding sets a jolt of excitement through my core. Whether my viewers are interactive or a fly on the wall.

Apollo602021 61M  
4240 posts
11/14/2021 2:03 pm

I love to watch let me know when you are on cam!

Please become an Apollo602021 blog follower!


littlevixen6929 replies on 11/14/2021 3:46 pm:
I tend to update my status or give a heads up status if it is planned. I would never get to the camming part if I messaged everyone that asked. Lol.

YandTandA 46M
627 posts
11/14/2021 4:12 pm

U ROCKED that tub cam show princess! I will wash your back...SIDE.


littlevixen6929 replies on 11/15/2021 2:07 pm:
YandT dahhhhhling, I am not sure my back....um side is ready for you. Lol

Leegs2012 49M  
92911 posts
11/21/2021 10:10 am

Great post!! Words well written! I love watching and being watched!


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