Tripod TeddyBear pt 2
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Posted:Jan 16, 2020 12:59 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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If you read the first one you had to know that was going to be a part two because of how much I liked him ....
So he calls me back and I accept just because every girl needs a tripod teddy bear in her life
now let me explain what that means that is a man is soothing (cuddle worthy always worth the time to sit in his lap patient kind a listener - just like a teddy bear you can do anything with them except with the tripod teddy bear it’s literal-do anything with them) I guess he didn’t want to be that to me- Doesn’t realize what a great place that is for a man sexually)
he called me back I guess to try to make amends possibly having read my blog
I accepted like the dummy that I am sometimes when I think I found what I want and this volley that we once had before is apparently disturbed but I overlooked the red flag just to be able to spend one more night with him which turned into two spaced two weeks
no
I don’t fuck every two weeks and if I look on this website and I find the person that I’m fucking on the website not even dropping me a to say hey because flirtation here is just a sexy via (and I did tell him I am into that)then it’s safe for me to assume that they don’t really want to talk to me and variety is the spice of their life with or without me.
I’m not into rejection although I spend most of my day rejecting when I finally do choose what I really want, rejection is devastating
I guess I’m not as cute as you wanted me to think so that you could get into my panties but the question is why double back a second time you didn’t need to make any explanations for me you could’ve just kept it moving you are no less of an asshole for treating me the way you treating me right now than you were before when you ghosted
I’m very sensitive I notice everything just like you I stay logged in but I don’t ignore you I really liked you you really like variety but you really only wanted to let me feel special instead of being honest
The trade off from honesty is I don’t feel no type of way because I know what’s going on but with you trying to make me feel special and being dishonest I wonder what the fuck I’ve been doing all this time
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Posted:Jan 7, 2020 12:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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With so many changes on the horizon life looks shaky for me right now and sensitivity is my most plentiful emotion.
For me that means everything hurts... and I DO MEAN everything... words touch, looks Even the lack there of... I can’t stand it, this transitional place where i have no skin and everyone wants ti touch me... there are words to describe but even they are painful. No matter where i go i am truly alone in all settings. REAL Friends elude and fake people abound promising friendships that I don’t need- the kind that don’t include actually being a friend.
The way i live, sets off alarms for my real friends family (a diamond under real pressure to accept the unacceptable and overlook the disregard.) my reason for being picky in any and all contact with another because I will not take another dollop of foolishness disregard disconnect indiscreet blind person in my life there are far too many of them and it is not how i live.If this decision means I need to be alone then I’m not afraid of that because I’ve been alone for a long time but I won’t accept any less than what I need in the form that I want it
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I know you!!!!
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Posted:Dec 28, 2019 6:09 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2020 11:03 am
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So you think FriendFinder-x is Facebook and you posted up your face
But the sites are completely different so this boldness eludes ...
Let ask you ask yourself a question:
Would you walk around the streets during the day with a tshirt on listing your sexual desires for the world see? (I doubt that VERY seriously- and if you would we’re definitely not a match)
That’s exactly what putting faces up on the site resembles ....it says you cannot keep a secret - not that you want know you are (common excuse) because if you wanted know you are then you would only show who you are( of course mentioning that you will show your face upon request there by subtly asking me keep your secret ) and by I am being general as in each woman that you deal with individually as opposed the whole world which opens you up : hey you’re that guy from the sex site right?
do you really want that kind of celebrity?
Now I have choices on how I can deal with you and the situation:
I can ignore you and let you call a fake profile - which is what happens a lot of guys the women are simply not interested so they’re not answering you
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I can answer you and tell you exactly how I feel... I might piss you off but at least you know I’m real (by the way I don’t care if you’re pissed I’m more pissed that you talk and I can’t do anything with you understand that )
I will always point out how your face being on this site makes you recognizable on the street for no apparent reason and how if I show up in your town I might just tap you on the shoulder because now I know what you look like and it would only be to say: “aren’t you on that sex site guy ? “ (Internet celebrity lol)
There’s no point in you getting mad because you are in fact the guy from the sex site your face is up for everyone to see because you want them to know who you are even though you’re not talking to all of them
think about that
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Tripod TeddyBear
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Posted:Dec 23, 2019 12:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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We chatted here one early morning you were so sweet so kind so helpful understanding witty and confident...it was pull me from my bed to yours sexy I gave you my information...(I am no fool, I wanted you to cum with me for a spell
I keep you around through my adventures in Europe keeping you abreast of pretty much my every move because you were so open and understanding I feel like I could be honest with you of everything that was going on my trip was quite an event full and made me want to see you even more. I wait a month after I get back and we decide to meet up (You were also very patient to wait... patience is sexy)
I noticed everything
I NOTICED everything
We finally meet up walking and talking losing ourselves in the moment and enjoying the time....i had a GREAT NIGHT and I thought you did too(you said as much)
Now, I should have asked for your plans (I thought I did)
After we hung , I thought we’d have a chance to get a good rhythm- why am I always wrong about these things?
Your car “breaks down“ and although you’re still making excuses in the sweetest way possible and the next outing is completely on me, you go ghost when I was not able to respond to a because I was working we made plans to meet that day but I told you I was working I would’ve still met you even though I worked
Anyway although you explained your situation and I thoroughly understand what you said, what I don’t get is allowing it to be a factor in the moments of escape I offered(no obligations and no interruptions to your everyday life-give me and yourself a couple of nights of peace)...
(I liked you enough to be a sanctuary for a time)
Guess it’s too much, but it’s still true.
Guess I should thank you for not dragging me in?
Guess I’m too nice?
I’m not patient enough lol but can be patient when life is this short and I found a genuinely good person?
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Ghost in the VOiP
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Posted:Dec 22, 2019 11:25 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2019 5:28 am
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Circled my profile for about 4 months....
Curiosity conjured conversation, but it was one sided...like an interview (I hate when that happens)
I ask questions that go unanswered, noticing each missed answer waiting for them but politely answered the questions posed to me.
Now, my pet peeve is being answered with irrelevant response...
Then the invite to meet up
But with who?
You have a good idea of who i am, but who are you?
You get upset with my decline, calling me everything but something nice because I also decline sharing my face pictures, which I don’t do(pressure for what?)
You block me on site, but you already got a contact number for me(of course it’s not my direct number since you’re virtually a ghost who interviewed me)
You’re upset about that, but I’m only doing my due diligence on staying safe (your profile is also turned off so I truly have zero clue who’s chatting- you’re lucky you got that far)
We argue via that conversation as well lol and you announce that you have blocked me and the conversation is over(I’m cool with it lol)
But, of course....
Your sexual urges do not allow you to leave me alone and you write me three days later as if we did not get into the blowout argument where you dismissed me and you converse as if it never happened again asking me out
My spidey senses say to keep declining... wish i knew how to block you back on that line.... lol you don’t even like me
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I’m back
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Posted:Dec 16, 2019 9:53 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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Finally fixed the glitch... and lol some of the fellas have not changed... still focused... on sex blind sex... I am home!!!! (And STILL NOT looking for blind sex)
Don’t forget, we all like it differently... I respect your way, you respect mine... Do not be puzzled as why our paths don’t cross or why when they do it’s not the turn you want.... we go about it differently, therefore: it’s always a possibility it won’t work for us but have faith we will all find what we’re looking for
Happy Humping
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Glitch in the system
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Posted:Dec 15, 2019 11:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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I have seen many things happen while using FriendFinder-x but not like this:
I took a trip over a month ago, decided to be present and change location the place i was at...
Well, I changed it back but now in the a system....yet, I am being seen in the foreign land I just returned from....
Very disappointed with the fact that I have changed it back 4 times(I can see correct location and so can the people from over there) and it STILL says I am available there (no is seeing or contacting )
I pose this question:
How can I be located in Miami and available in Berlin at the time?
I am frustrated with calling the IT department since customer service department asks for more information than they need
(Huffing and puffing of frustration)
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I’m bored
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Posted:Dec 12, 2019 1:03 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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I log in and look at who is on just to see the pools of possibilities images prompt, screen names inspire, or actual chats extinguish... sometimes it’s not about the obvious, even if it is...
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2 ball toss married man games
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Posted:Dec 3, 2019 7:24 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2020 2:42 pm
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You were kind sweet respectful “real” understanding hopeful open (I would know much later why) playful funny and just plain awesome!!!!
Hallelujah thank you Lord and Amen!!!!
Or were you?
As I met you smiling so genuine and sweetly at me, I should have seen beyond the moments(pockets of comfort you were making a new project and I was an awesome new piece of idea) of pure smiles know more about your life yet as I asked apparently line of questioning was not the appropriate one as I did not discover the way get you disclose an entire life was placed on hold for the experience, one you have great reasons stay true yet can be exhausting and painful but yields the greatest riches this world has offer you created and apparently added many things it, as it’s gotten be more than you can seem want deal with(grand creations are sometimes complicated), but one you know has the best challenges and the best rewards.
You’re married.
You should have said it first since I am sure I asked you
Now profile explicitly states I am not interested in getting involved with married men, yet here you are... inside me.... thinking of them....ultimately this is the truth.
We’re friends, but as I bounced you back (2 ball toss) I am left with a feeling I don’t want to know about...
See, this culture of “fuck your feelings” and “get out of your feelings”, I am all in mine! They are mine and I can be... (and what?)
I am emotional because I don’t like being the lady who was tricked into being the experiment, which is who I became the moment you were ‘single’ instead of ‘married’(the truth) and again when I got in the car and asked are you married (your response: no)
As long as there’s a spark in your eye and guilt in your spirit, I will always tell you to try,(SEPARATED IS STILL MARRIED) (I was married once, I know how it’s supposed to be and I encourage the world who chooses to have it to experience it purely because I BELIEVE in love and I don’t like being in this space- Life Changing Pussy, lol either things get better or worse but the counsel and the act shift your thinking plus, You can’t say you’re single again until after you have a divorce decree dissolving the marriage, These are both legal binding documents - you’re welcome for the explanation)
I send you home -you are friend, so I must see you return to this existence brings you the highest joy.
Any and all advice given would have been the same and the sex was not a toll, but an anchor because it is a memory interruption you didn’t need... as much as it seemed for the path chosen... yet real friends we shall always be ... but I’m not gonna keep the conversation with any physical contact because you have a lot going on I don’t want to fit life into, stolen moments when I can choose those given in honesty and have less barriers and keeping self respect and not feeling embarrassed goes a long way for existing with own peace.
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Happy Thanksgiving
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Posted:Nov 28, 2019 7:34 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:1 am
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As my Mac and cheese melts and my collard greens simmer, i lay in bed pondering all the conversations, meetings, hookups, link and syncs, good dick on demand and bad dick with no plans, sit downs, stand ups, the clingy, the distant and I must truly say....
I am thoroughly grateful...there’s levels to this ride and without some I could never truly appreciate it all...
Happy Thanksgiving to ALL....
Sticky
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Uncivilized?
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Posted:Nov 19, 2019 3:06 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2019 5:51 am
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I noticed you here...noticing me- with your face up
Now, normally, if your face is up here, I either:
1 don’t respond because it’s obvious that you have either nothing to lose or you don’t care (both are indiscreet and unattractive to me )
2 respond to ask why it’s there and educate on why it’s not a good idea ( which anybody who I would choose to deal with would already know mostly because they think that far in advance because they don’t want to lose their things that they have going on in their life about a simple afternoon screw- even if it feels like more)
3 look for ways to block you before you speak because usually I’m asked why my face is not up to and told that it’s OK to put your face up ( it’s really not - this site gets hacked- public officials have been taken down from office because of their presence on this site... But beyond that is simply not a good look when you know what’s happening with other people and you have plans for yourself)
Now this young man actually has a job that matters where his face should not be here - your face is undeniable I’ve blogged about that before.
He’s very kind and intelligent so I transfer him to a different app to chitchat, And that goes downhill the minute that he asked me for my photograph and I decline as his response was he prefers to see the face of the person he’s talking to and if I don’t wanna share mine, he doesn’t understand why the conversation should go any further ...This would work if we were actually going to meet. He was not in the country that I was in he will not be in any country that I’m in for a while and I’m not going to where he’s at....
I have no idea who he is we haven’t even said anything that would give me a clue who he is at this point....All I know is that he is of the school that he must see the face of the person that he’s talking to to figure out whether or not he wants to talk to them. Now, men are very visual creatures but you can be a pretty asshole and it doesn’t matter I don’t like to put faces to the people I chat until I know I want to meet them I don’t need to see the face of an asshole (there are many) and I don’t need to be the face of an asshole, lol...
But we haven’t gotten that far to figure out if either one of us is, so I definitely am not trying to send my face. now, I have a crazy history of reasons why I don’t share my face and they’re all gifts from friends on this website.(thanks guys- NOT) I do meet people usually without sharing photographs I was not asking him to come meet me nor was I offering to go meet him so photographs were not of issue( in my mind in our conversation we never got to the part where what I look like mattered beyond the photos that he saw of me here ) but once he said he could not understand why the conversation should go any further because I did not want to share a photograph...My understanding was to block him since there was nothing else to talk about. Now I was completely prepared to end the conversation and be done after I blocked him ( he ended the conversation right? )
What does he do?
write me from a different phone number calling me uncivil, lol
Lmao
Being uncivilized for me is cussing you out for demanding my photograph. What I did was cut you off because you were finished talking to me because you couldn’t see me like you wanted to - that was my understanding and is the protocol.... at any rate....Now our conversations are weird because I don’t know if you’re done talking to me or not and I won’t block you from the new number because I don’t know how many you have and apparently my ending our conversation is not enough for you to respect because you changed
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What the what?
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Posted:Nov 19, 2019 2:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2019 6:48 am
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Let me begin where it begin for me....
I decided to take a trip out of the country Eastern Europe to celebrate freedom and liberation with them I even go so far as to change the location on my profile to reflect exactly where I am.
I received countless responses all local I’m a little thrilled at the possibilities and decide I’m going to have an adventure.... now at home I’m not quite so open to meeting people with such passion at home I accept people and figure out if I fit on the strip I decided I was just going to go for it the safest way I know how.
So I’m answering responses in my IMs, when I found particularly interesting so we exchange WhatsApp information he spends almost the entire time complementing me and discussing the level of arousal that he was at and he decided that he would tell me that he was so turned on and he didn’t want to wait for me he was going to have sex with his neighbor so I asked him if I could watch he seemed excited although a little taken with whether or not the neighbor would be down to let me watch. He talked me through getting dressed to meet them and as soon as I reached the Ubahn (subway) communications stopped.
Before I got on the plane I said I’m going to be adventurous I want to see something that I’ve never seen before....
I answered an ad on craigslist that was people to watch people have sex I told you all I was going to be adventurous. Now somehow in the course of me finding someone to let me watch them either I got confused or they got very savvy…
The next thing I know in my WhatsApp I am talking to someone who is asking me if I will come have sex with them and they me to do it which of course I declined as I’m not a that was not my idea of freedom and when I got back to the states I figured out that it was the craigslist people who I never gave a phone two I never gave them my WhatsApp we were only emailing and somehow I ended up receiving messages to my phone from these people I said all that to say this I did not become adventurous while I was over there in that way and when I got home it was so creepy until I am now afraid
Beware beware beware
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Foreign Meeting
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Posted:Nov 12, 2019 4:47 pm
Last Updated:Dec 13, 2019 11:09 am
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I decided to actually let my location be accurate and even to local people on my last international ... it was refreshing to diverse minded people and to enjoy the possibility of meeting someone new... UNTIL
There’s ALWAYS am until my internet connection made it impossible to actually meet... I literally have gone incognito to only the one friend who I made plans with for 5 hours (once I reached the meeting place and for the first time I was not found!) strange but possibly a sign?(I apologize to the person here since the name here eludes me)
This did not stop my great time since I make my own fun but wow I hate looking like a flake’
I WAS THERE! Waiting , i was the MOST NOTICEABLE PERSON IN THE ROOM AND I WOULD HAVE DROPPED WHOEVER WAS ENTERTAINING ME FOR YOU!!!!!
I am just not often left to be alone (light attracts people- that’s ME.. i am light... to moths
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