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Can you give your heart out to much?
Posted:Oct 28, 2014 11:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2014 12:01 am
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So can you give your heart out to much? Can you care about to many people in different ways without hurting yourself? Can you care and love people in different levels. Is it possible to love one, want to help another one and enjoy spending time with another?

Or is this just a heart break getting ready to happen?
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Changes around here
Posted:Oct 5, 2014 11:30 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2014 10:34 pm
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So I have decided to make some changes here. I recently went on a long vacation, bought a new suit ( had to get dressed up 3 times on my trip, YIKES), been cleaning up and have plans to do some changes to my house. New exterior Doors, a Bay window and some work on my Bedroom. Suddenly it seems after years of kinda hiding, I now want some big changes around me. Not sure where this all goes. Maybe its time to step up and grab life again.
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Its all strange to me
Posted:Oct 2, 2014 10:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2014 10:42 pm
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So this year has been interesting. I have met a couple of women from here. The strange part is that I guess according to a couple of women I am a catch. How the Hell did this happen? Was it the water? I guess the expression of shock on my face must have surprised them.

I am myself. Always have been hope I always will be. I am in good shape. I try to look ok. I try to please my partner. I just do not see myself as a catch. So many years women seemed to run from me. Now at 54 I am desired, by some. So I wonder did I stay the same and the rest of the world seems to have caught up to me. Or have I changed?
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It was a summer of.....
Posted:Aug 31, 2014 4:27 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2021 12:31 am
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Well besides a cool and dry one I have met some interesting people. Finally after wanting to play out in my yard it happened, several times! Lol I will spare you all the details. Once durning the day and a couple of times at night. I forgot the power of fire. I have had several fires this year and its just so relaxing.

I have found my time spent this summer in working on the house. My playtime has been less but at least the House is looking better. The inside does look better. Still needs some more work but it is getting better.

So as the end of summer closes, I look forward to more, More play, more new people, more experiences and more done on the house.
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Finding that balance
Posted:Aug 13, 2014 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2014 7:30 am
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Just when I think my life may get interesting, things unravel again. How do you find that balance of work, sex and taking care of your stuff?
I just feel this summer I have neglected my friends. I have things left to finish for folks, A tree, a sink, more pruning, concrete. A problem among 2 old friends has sucked away time, They are both idiots for letting things go so far! The one spreads around lies how I want to sleep with her the other thinks I am his moron slave.
I have got things done. My house is cleaner. My basement is better. I got a load or trash hauled out of here and have burned a lot of scrap wood.
This feeling remains of treading water. I look at my list of must do and I just get depressed. It just seems to stay the same length no matter what I get done.
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Lust of summer
Posted:Jul 29, 2014 8:43 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2014 11:18 am
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Must be late summer, I find myself looking at the women in there tight clothes. Not even the young ones more the Milfs. I think I must be turning into the dirty old man, I have watched older men become. This thought is kinda like getting into a cold shower, I think things are shrinking, lol. So my question, are dirty old men not really dirty and just coming to grips with their sexual wants?
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OMG
Posted:Jul 15, 2014 7:49 am
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2014 11:34 am
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Summer is half over! Now I am freaking out. Several projects I thought that would have been done are just sitting. Too much grass to mow and to many weeds.
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Happy 4th
Posted:Jul 4, 2014 9:44 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2021 12:31 am
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I am still here! Been working on the yard and house. The yard just keeps growing along with the weeds in the gardens. It is amazing how long all those little projects take. Then toss in some side issues to deal with and I see the summer half over already.
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Memorial day
Posted:May 26, 2014 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2021 12:31 am
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As most of us know today was set up to honor the died from the American Civil War. In my youth I was a huge Lincoln fan. At another time perhaps I will discuss my views on him as I have aged.

In Lincoln's second swearing in speech he said with malice toward none and charity for all. Even today I believe that our service men still live by this. Look at how America rebuilt Germany and Japan after the second World War. Iraqi and Afganistan in recent times. I think back today toward the young men who gave there lives for peace. Somalia trying to allow people to eat. Lebanon trying to stop the fighting. Young men and women will die in combat. What I grieve most today, are those who while trying to keep the peace have been killed.

To all our Vets, my heart felt thanks, especially those who have served protecting others.
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Straight or not
Posted:May 9, 2014 11:18 pm
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2014 3:34 pm
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So for the past few months I have been getting these IMs from guys professing to be straight but wanting to suck me off. Ok guys here is a news flash, if you are thinking, dreaming and or tried it, you are Bi. So as much as you may try to tell me other wise, its just not true.

Now do not get me wrong, if you are happy with this then be happy. I had a ex friend lets call him R that I think was bi or maybe even gay. Never saw him sexually with a woman as much as he wanted to brag. He just wanted to abuse women. So if you are like R , just admit what you want and go find it.

Hope this helps someone out there.
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Too funny!
Posted:May 4, 2014 11:37 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2014 11:34 pm
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Ok so every so often I check out Craigslist. Look at cars, materials, farm stuff and the free stuff. So yesterday I was looking in the personals and I find this ad from Windsor Canada.

Hey there I am a young Woman who misses the concept of togetherness, getting everyone together for the Holidays like Christmas and Thanksgiving. I know its extraordinary but maybe I can get a group of men to come over and stuff my turkey.

I will be literally dressed as a Turkey and I would prefer if your outfit looked like bread or celery. I already have a few suitors who strongly prefer to be cranberries and onions, so these are not avaible. I might make some mashed potatoes for eating or for playing.

Just when you think you have seen it all........
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I thought the butterflies were gone?
Posted:May 2, 2014 12:12 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2014 12:44 am
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So all around me my friends have a buzz of activity going on. Several of my friends are going places. T is going to Oregon to meet some guy, C to Columbus to flirt and catch the music scene. J n B are busy with a business start up. JM is chasing guys around, D is going through the predivorced crap.

All this has been taking a toll on me lately. Yesterday while mowing grass ( one of my great thought times) it hit me. This feeling of everyone leaving me at once. T is suppose to come visit, but what happens if this guy and her hit it off? What if C finds more interesting company? And on and on. I know I am still a bit raw in places after last years mess. As much as I value my personal time there is a side that desires time with others.

I do wish my true friends happiness and understand that at times it may mean our paths may part. Its just hard to think about lossing others I respect and value. Its happened many times before but its still unsettling when it does happen. Some paths reconnect over time, others just seem to forever part.
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Brown fields and greening grass
Posted:Apr 23, 2014 8:49 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2021 12:31 am
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Sitting here looking out the window as the clouds blow across the sun making shaded patterns on the fields. My Maple is starting to show some flowers and the grass has just turned a lovely shade of green! Hmm after a long winter perhaps Spring has arrived. That feeling of better get back to work is setting in.

Work on my house. Gardens, trees, remodel, Wood stove. Work on my Shop, where do I start? Work on my passions that I have shuttered for the last 2 years. You may say hobby which I do have. But for those hobbies that really involve you, I say passion. Due to several factors I stepped away from my one big passion. Fake and lazy people, time, money and travel.

My fear is that I miss doing it but not with that thirst that I did have for it. Maturing in my passion? Perhaps? Tired and worn out maybe that to. I keep thinking this will be like meeting a friend at the Airport. One you have not seen for awhile. Everything you need to know is in that first few minutes. Its in the hug, the look in their eyes. So much the same here. Will I remember how to do it? Will my hands touch it just right? Does the smell still get my blood pumping?

I am ever mindful of being on here. Through the years my life and other passion has seen its up and downs. But on here as with life one must make that connection before any thing else happens. What is funny is that being on here no longer seems strange. Its feels open and free.

So off to remake that connection!
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