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Probable cause..
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Posted:Dec 30, 2007 9:48 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2008 2:17 pm
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A
closet
filled
with
clothes
and
NOTHING
to
wear!!
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A gentle awakening,,
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Posted:Dec 26, 2007 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 17, 2010 3:32 pm
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A slow, even gentle awakening..
The mere touch of your breath
brought to me from a distant.
From afar.
Look down my love,
feel the sand underneath your feet.
They're part of the same path as I walk upon tonight..
The memory of your fingers tickling the center of my palm..
The light pressure of your lips kissing my forehead..
All carefully protected inside of me.
It may have been weeks, months even..
But what you bring me, my love.
Is priceless.
From a distant.
From afar..
Is sacred.
We're allies you and I.
Not as much in war as in life.
Fighting for the same cause.
Side by side,
shoulder to shoulder..
Feel the warm of my elbow
next to yours, my love.
I'm there even when I'm away.
Look down, my love..
When you're standing there,
with water up to your knees..
You are not alone.
For the same water that is touching your knees
caresses mine this very same minute.
I share the same ocean as you, my love.
I might be asleep right now,
but for you, my eyes will never close.
I may not always enjoy sunshine,
but I will never stop appreciating your touch..
I might be far away
but my heart will never stop loving you.
You are never alone
when I am with you.
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getting closer - tick tock.. (in or out?)
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Posted:Dec 26, 2007 11:12 am
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2008 10:19 am
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December 26th..
8 pm..
I haven't blogged on here for ages but here I am again - my laptop safely placed in my knee, Leona Lewis' new album in my CD..
Not a bad night in at all.. Not a very bad night, lonely night in.. Not bad at all..
Just quite boring. Yup, boring is the word.
B-O-R-I-N-G.. Boooooring...
Soo... What are you up to? Right now? On this very particular moment?
Are you like me? Cuddled up on the sofa with your candles lit and your favorite music sounding from the speakers?
Or are you like those brave people that are out tonight dancing their feet's off, refusing to be defeated by cold weather and holiday celebrations..
I'm feeling a bit caught up in between tonight - comfortable staying in at the moment but wouldn't regret finding myself hollering down a taxi at five am tomorrow morning after a fabulous night out with friends.. Barefoot with my (new)strappy sandals in my right hand and my left hand pulling a tall, muscular, dark-haired gentleman into my flat and.... Ahhh.. Well..
You know where I'm going with all this..
Anyway..
Where are you?
Or where do you want to be?
In(side) or out(side)?
December 26th..
8.30 pm-ish..
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For us.
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Posted:Jul 23, 2007 1:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2007 9:35 am
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Tonight
I chose me
for you.
Tonight
will be tomorrow
within
minutes.
The future
is gone..
Is here,
or right now.
Within minutes.
Or gone.
But never
forgotten.
For this evening is ours
and together
we shall watch night fall
softly asleep.
As I,
I chose me
and my future
with you
And we chose
each other.
Right now.
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Are you - like me?
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Posted:May 30, 2007 8:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2007 2:27 pm
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Are you,
like me?
A conquerer,
and a lover.
Wanting to be loved.
A believer,
with few boundaries.
On search for all.
For you.
Have you,
like I have..
Dreamed..
Of you,
of me.
Together,
passionately
making love
happen.
Do you,
as I?
Aim for greater goals,
higher heights..
On top of the world,
gazing out on what we've created
with pride pumping in our hearts.
Can you,
can I?
Bare the future in our hands.
Control what is to be,
be what we are in control of.
I can - you can.
I am - as are you.
With boundaries cast aside.
Together - we are all.
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Another ramble..
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Posted:Apr 12, 2007 2:03 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2007 8:21 am
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Just came back from trying to place a comment on a post made by ElysianPleasure
[post 802391]
Take a moment to read it.
Me? I didn't do very well so this post is mainly for him 
Not very well thought over but I thought it would be better to ramble here than to take up half of the commenting space on his blog 
I guess you could say that he inspired me so here's for Elysian!
Occay, so subject of the day is about wether men and women can have a friendly non-sexual relationship or the other way around too for that matter.
At first breath I'd say - Hell yeah!
At the second, I'm not too sure..
For what is friendship? What is a relationship?
Really?
How to qualify, put words on either?
A while back I had a relationship with someone that I became very close to.
On all levels.
I got the one-on-one sex and the three/four/five-way, the friendship, the party partner.
We went out and we stayed in.
We went on holidays together and even met each others parents.
But "true" love..? Nope. He was no more "the one" for me than I was for him.
Now, don't get me wrong. We cared about each other. We still do. But there was never any potentials for more than fun and play.
You could call it a phase in our lifes that was very educating. Where there was space to really get to know yourself.
Self-exploring and getting to know your limits.
But could I do what I did with him back then today?
I do not know..
Corner me and I would say - maybe.
It's all about trust. And communication.
About feeling secure in youself and in the relationship.
For any relationship, I'd say alot of it comes down to needs. Listening, understanding what the other part needs.
But maybe most importantly, what YOU need.
Sometimes, the only way to fully understand your surroundings AND for them to understand you,
you need to understand yourself first.
Know your limits, know your needs.
Here it comes again. The keyword.
COMMUNICATION.
From what I've learned,
it's close to impossible to make any claims of understanding if you can't communicate..
Last time I checked neither of us were mind-readers..
So where was I again? Right.. I was going to comment to Elysians post..
And how did I do? Not very well, obviously, since I lost track and ramled off on a complete other matter.
Well, well.. I could go on for ever about this subject but I really have to go.
Work is calling.
Sorry about leaving a mess.
My point in this case, I think, is that CARING is SHARING.. But remember that, what you need is not always what the other part needs.
Self-exploring is a good thing but not on all costs..
Respect, love and try to understand the people that shares your time.
And please, don't forget to communicate
Peace out.
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For his eyes only..
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Posted:Apr 10, 2007 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2007 11:01 am
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So yes,
it came to the point where
I actually decided
that I was going to withdraw
the face pictures
I had posted on my profile
- and now I have.
And I feel pretty good about it too!
I received a comment on my last post
that suggested that I should get some balls..
Speaking of which,
I kinda think I did.
Well, not literary..
But I truly feel that I did the right thing.
For the sake of my relationship,
for me and for the man that loves me.
This was the right thing to do.
For better and for worse,
I am his lady
and noone else's.
I guess, pulling my pics off this site,
is my way of saying that
playtime is over
it was fun
but real life is so much better.
I'll stay and post
but the time of revealing all
is over.
Thank you for your patience.
Love,
Naomi
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Has this happened to you? Please share!
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Posted:Mar 25, 2007 3:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2007 1:39 pm
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Occay, so I find myself a bit thoughtful about what I posted a while back about removing my pictures from this site.
I've had a few emails, both good and bad, sent to me after and let's say that I'm reconsidering.
The reason why I thought about removing pics to start with was that I had comments, lots of comments, in "real" life, such as
- Hay, I saw you on the internet!
or
- I didn't know you were on THAT site!
or
just people talking about me behind my back.
But also second hand information about peepz that has mentioned seeing me on here.
Stockholm is not very big..
I have been and will continue to be recognised.
In the past, I've been occay about the whole thing. I mean.. Even my mom knows about me having a "contact ad" on the internet.
I don't have much exciting to be fussed about.
When I started out on here I told my closest friends and I've also told my boyfriend about my ByNaomi profile.
But I still don't want him to have his friends talk about seeing his girl on the internet.
Just face the fact, not everyone reads the profiles or are arsed to visit the blogs to understand the person behind the pics or posts..
Some people just see the words SEX & SWINGER.
I'm not saying that being on here is anything to be ashamed of BUT...
But I'm getting a sick and tired of being connected to the sex and swinger scene..
Especially since I noticed that when surfing other "sex sites" there are pop ups that shows pics of me and other girls with texts like:
Do you wanna meet up with gorgeous girls in Sweden? Click here!
And so on, and so on.....
Has this happened to you?
Please share!
Just wanted to share my thoughts regarding the matter..
I don't want to leave and I would prefer to stay the same without "shame".
I'm sorry folks but I'm just starting to get fed up..
Regardless,
loads of love to all!
//Naomi
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Am I? Are you?
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Posted:Mar 20, 2007 1:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2007 8:40 am
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Because..
Because I exist within the borders we've created..
in the world where we are..
All.
You and I.
For what we have created.
Where there is us..
And no more.
No less.
Where distance is nothing..
Where we sleep underneath the same star.
And we long for the same future.
Together,
and not apart..
Where we are the world
and the world is us.
When the sun sets,
as well as rises.
And we walk together.
As one.
Where there is us
and nothing else.
For I am
because of you
And you..
And you are
because of me.
As one.
And never parted.
Breath it,
feel it..
Think it..
As one..
My love.
As one.
We are..
Forever.
Never alone.
Never parted.
For we are
as one.
© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-07'
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As I leave - quietly
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Posted:Mar 13, 2007 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2007 8:35 am
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I confess nothing
To noone, I give all.
I am tender to you,
that is me.
Nonetheless
I am you.
Nonetheless
I am torn.
Being someone
that is not me.
Out of control
in charge of nothing.
I am the ruler
of your fantasy
that is I.
Where I lose
myself
in me.
© ByNaomi My Mirror Within 05'-07'
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The Bling answer.. This is what's within.
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Posted:Mar 13, 2007 3:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2007 1:21 am
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The word hidden in my bling is:
4 U
My world has changed..
I will remove my pictures shortly but
will stay on the blogs and in the groups.
Thank you all for being my friends on here and a great thanks to some of you that has been there for me in "real life".
I will keep your secrets.
Love,
Naomi
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The bling factory...?!
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Posted:Mar 1, 2007 1:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2008 7:01 am
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Can you see what's within?
And now they're making us be creative too..
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