Big Mistake.....Horrible Mistake.....
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Posted:Mar 6, 2011 10:13 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2012 11:15 pm
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I am having a hissy fit.
Did you watch Celebrity Apprentice?
Imagine you are the boss. Employee A puts his hands on Emp B. It does not matter how you find out about the incident, the reason for the incident does not matter, you verify the incident is true. What do you do? It is just that simple.
In tonight's show Donald Trump condoned bullying.
Now, I am not naive. Donald went into that boardroom fully aware of what went on by one of two methods. 1. if this show is really unscripted, someone showed Donald the recordings of the incident beforehand or 2. or more likely the show is scripted, Richard and David were simply playing a part, which of course Donald had to approve beforehand. Either way Donald is responsible for the message sent out tonight.
In these times of people committing suicide because of bullying, we all are trying to teach our not to participate in bullying, the most powerful man in the world (I guess) is allowed to approve and condone bullying.
I think Donald did not make his decision based on the principles of "business". This decision tonight was based on TV ratings, band it sent the wrong message.
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Rambling and Babbling
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Posted:Mar 3, 2011 9:17 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2012 11:14 pm
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In your opinion, can a person who is not loquacious have much to offer?
In your opinion, is there integrity in being choosy in which conversations to participate in?
In your opinion, is it honorable to abstain from gossiping, badmouthing, ridiculing and just simply passing along any/all info just because you know it.
And don't you think it is the most ultimate form of decency to just keep your mouth shut if you don't have anything nice to say?
I try to live my life, express myself, and keep my thoughts guided by the adage "If you don't have anything nice to say then don't day anything at all". You know when you don't talk you learn to listen. When you spend more time listening you can learn more.
I think I am a good person because of this deliberate decision. I am not perfect, I have fucked up, caused people hurt because of my words. After those moments I was able to recognize my mistake and work diligently to make amends and never repeat.
In the past year I pulled away and withdrew because of dealing with an ex husband stalker and police. Also, my 16 year old had a major health scare with the possibility of cancer. All along this past year he is dealing with a stomach ulcer, acid reflux, and IBS. Now dealing with my not wanting to go back to school. He always hated school and was just barely getting by. My emotions have been all over the place. The ex is now leaving me/us alone. And the cancer scare is no more, just have to get my to want to go back to school.
There is a problem now though. Even though I have been blogging in the past, I am finding it hard to open up now. It is difficult for me to participate in casual conversations with others. It has taken me a painfully long time just to write this, and still not sure where it is going.
I know this is a form of depression and usually I can snap myself out of this funk, without causing any damage, and return back to my good natured and kind self.
But now I am wanting to scream anger and cry heartbreak at same time and not give a damn about the result to me, to my family, or others.
If I do let these emotions go I will scare everyone!!!
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DEVOURING
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Posted:Oct 31, 2010 1:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2012 11:12 pm
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I AM IN A MOOD!!!!!
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OFFERING
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Posted:Oct 31, 2010 12:38 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2012 8:24 pm
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Well, hello there how are you doing?
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Posted:Jul 4, 2010 1:19 am
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2012 1:43 am
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I haven't written or even been online in quite a while. My absence was due to personal drama, issues, and turmoil which forced me to make changes in my living arrangements, and changes in my interactions with certain people.
Do you know that stress can make your sex drive simply disappear? Then to add to my dismay during the 2 months of hell my laptop crashed and burned...so now I have a replacement laptop. And as I get a handle on my stress level my sex drive is coming back with tremendous voracity.
Since coming back online to FriendFinder-x I have been catching up on reading my favorite blogs. I have missed everyone and it feels like coming home LOL. I am also hoping to become a better contributor to blog land.
MY FIRST CONTRIBUTION:
June of this year made one full year for me being active on FriendFinder-x. It has been a fun filled, personality changing, self realizing, and lifestyle learning year for me. I have met several men through here. Every man and every date has been a wonderful experience. This truely is an addictive lifestyle.
I haven't been able to completely let go of all my inhibitions, at least not yet. A part of me was really not in any hurry, I didn't have to try everything all at once. But now, since I have just lived through two months of hell because of inconsiderate people forcing me to make changes I really didn't want to make I have decided to let go just a little bit more. I will explain more in a later writing.
My last date was in April, which is where the profile pics of me in restraints came from. That was an orgasm filled night with a wonderfully sensual man, whom I have been seeing this entire year. I count myself fortunate to have him in my life as a lover and a friend. He knows of my returning and rising sex drive and we are trying to plan for a very special night.
I have no idea where my voracity will lead me!
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TWO WEEKS...AND I ALREADY FEEL A SMALL DIFFERENCE...
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Posted:Mar 27, 2010 10:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2010 9:29 pm
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Since my last writing I have been busy.
I have joined a gym, and realized just how horribly out of shape I am. I am going every day for, right now, a minimum of one hour, splitting my time with the treadmill and the resistance machines. I wasn't too horribly sore till today, but that is because last night I did push myself into doing some different things that used different muscle groups. I am not going to let the soreness deter me.
That first day I got on the elliptical. That machine kicked my ass, literally. I could only stay on it for five minutes then my thigh muscles were just on fire. When I stepped off the machine, my thigh muscles were quivering jelly and I could barely walk. Needless to say I have not been back on that machine. I will stick to the old fashioned treadmill, thank you very much. 
Would you believe that my main focus is not to lose weight or inches? I want to build up my endurance, stamina, cardio. I want the be able to breathe easily when walking. I want to walk without my back hurting. The weight and inches coming off will just be an added bonus.
I did meet with the trainer. I don't want to offend any of you who are trainers, but this guy is not accustomed to obese people. Please trainers, obese people can not physically do the same things that non obese people can physically do. He showed me and had me do an excersize with some free weights that I just won't be able to do when working by myself, which is exactly what I am doing. I mean am I just supposed to hail down someone, anyone in the building to help me, interrupting their routine? I don't think so.
I am a big woman and I will always be to some degree overweight. However, I have made a vow to myself I will not become bed bound or immobile because of my weight.
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LOVE BITES**LOVE MARKS
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Posted:Mar 13, 2010 10:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2010 7:44 am
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LOVE THEM
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NOT SO MUCH
DO YOU
GIVE
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RECIEVE
WHAT IS YOUR TAKE?
When I am with a man I feel an intense chemistry with passion just takes over. It is wonderful when he has the same oral fixation that I have. I love the lasting sensativity and reminders, feeling him still on me, still in me. I love seeing the marks I leave behind on him, knowing he will feel me for a few more days. Last night was one such encounter. It was funny when he suddenly lifted up off my neck apologizing. I just said "Job be damned, my hair will cover it".
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WOW......
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Posted:Mar 7, 2010 7:26 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2010 9:55 pm
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Today I really noticed how difficult it is to write a blog and hope it gets read and hope maybe someone comments in order to strike up a conversation. I wrote one earlier today, I thought was pretty interesting, and got 10 views with no comments and now it has rolled around to who knows what page. Do people really scroll through pages and pages of blog titles often?
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I NEED TO LET GO OF MY LOGICAL THINKING BRAIN
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Posted:Mar 7, 2010 11:07 am
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2010 10:32 pm
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I NEED MY LION...
I NEED MY KING...
I feel his presence without seeing him
I hear him speak to me without him saying a word
I respond to his body language and gestures
I feel his strength in every move his body makes
I am lusting for the heat and feel of his body, for the touch of his hands and lips and tongue
I am ravenous, I have to explore, I have to learn every curve and shape of every muscle with my hands, I must experience the taste and texture of his flesh with my mouth, and yes I crave his scent to mark me as belonging to him
That first stroke of his dick inside me is primal, instinctual. More and more, stroking, ramming, grinding, I crave his orgasm, his release, I crave his cum in me, he craves my orgasm, my giving of my true self.
How long has it been, since you felt the strength and pull of sensual, erotic, primal attraction and need?
Tell me about the sensual animal in you!
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Your suggestions please....
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Posted:Mar 4, 2010 7:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2010 6:54 pm
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I want to get different ideas on good reads...I am looking for something different but I don't know what direction to go. Thats why I want to get suggestions and opinions of different tastes....
What do you like to read?
It doesn't matter the genre, the author, could even be newspapers, or periodicals. Tell me your faves. Even tell me a little about it if you like.
This is just a sample of some of my faves:
Dean Koontz-esp. the Odd Thomas series
Anne Rice-Vampire series and the Mayfair Witch series
Stephen King-one of my faves-Insomnia
Paulo Coelho
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Have you heard it.....it's wonderful
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Posted:Feb 28, 2010 8:36 am
Last Updated:Mar 7, 2010 7:47 pm
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The new Sade single "Soldier of Love"? I love the lyrics.
For me it makes me think of how determined I was not to become bitter and cold after my divorce. For a time I did have to completely close my heart to any type of "love". It has been 3 years now and I am slowly allowing myself to "feel" more than sexual attraction. However, this time, this "love" I am allowing myself to "feel" and allowing myself to "express" is different, there are no encumbrances, no limitations, no insanity, no abuse.
There is even a song on this Sade CD that expresses the strength of a loving heart, after the war is over and healing is complete, the name of the song is "Safest Place"
SOLDIER OF LOVE
I've lost the use of my heart
But I'm still alive
Still looking for the life
The endless pool on the other side
It's a wild wild west
I'm doing my best
I'm at the borderline of my faith,
I'm at the hinterland of my devotion
In the front line of this battle of mine
But I'm still alive
I'm a soldier of love.
Every day and night
I'm soldier of love
All the days of my life
I've been torn up inside (oh!)
I've been left behind (oh!)
Tall I ride
I have the will to survive
In the wild wild west,
Trying my hardest
Doing my best To stay alive
I am love's soldier!
I wait for the sound
I know that love will come (that love will come)
Turn it all around
I'm a soldier of love (soldier of love)
Every day and night
I'm a soldier of love
All the days of my life
I am lost But I don't doubt (oh!)
Tall I ride
I have the will to survive
In the wild wild west,
Trying my hardest Doing my best
To stay alive
I am love's soldier!
I wait for the sound
I know that love will come
I know that love will come
Turn it all around
I'm a soldier of love
I'm a soldier
Still waiting for love to come
Turn it all around
SAFEST PLACE
In my heart
Your love has found
The safest hiding place
Inside is a field
And trees and a lake
Around is a wall
No-one from hell could break
In there you'll shine
In there you will cry
My heart has been a lonely warrior
Who's been to war
So you can be sure
In my heart your love has found
The safest hiding place
Inside is a stream
Around is a wall
No-one from hell could break
In there will shine
The light of heaven's eye
In there you will cry
My heart's been a lonely warrior
Who's been to war
So you can be sure
Your love's in a sacred place
The safest hiding place
My heart has been a lonely warrior before
Who's been to war
So you can be sure
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