Life is suddenly so simple.
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Posted:Jul 27, 2015 10:52 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2015 7:51 am
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As many of you know i have been a cam girl for a year or so... It was so unexpected that that practice... has changed me on different levels. The trials of my past are behind me, usually they were intertwined with my former life. Usually former ambitions, things left over from how I thought I should do things as a confused person in my former life.
My vision of self is entirely clear.
Being an erotic performer... the constant naughty life and extended periods of heightened sexual pleasure has been like a weird form of therapy that has made me just give in to my lusty nature... and just enjoy being a sexy, pampered love doll for alpha male top daddies.
I am just a sex obsessed girl- I earn a safe legal living exploiting my sexuality, My cultivated place in the world of men is that as a very selective... but exquisite slut.
After all every thing i have been through is for the attraction and pleasure of men... that is my deepest passion.
Oh, word to suitors... not following up with me when you request my number to make plans... is doom for our possibility. I've also shirked masculine interest because the man was not a gentleman... being an asshole with bad manners is not going to get your cock inside me.
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Getting Undressed
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Posted:Jul 27, 2015 2:21 am
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2015 3:35 pm
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Just your girl getting undressed after doing the photos above....
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T-MiLF
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Posted:Jul 26, 2015 1:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2016 10:33 am
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Everyday me Sunday July 26th... home from visiting with a friend... time to switch gears and get my naughty on. I do find it interesting that i have a "Plain Jane" everyday girl, fairly normal side - at the grocer, farmers market, coffee shop etc.
I am very enthusiastic about meeting Alpha Male Top Daddy types for fun and playdates. My only thing is having a casual meet and greet over coffee or something prior. Men often get all uncomfortable about this requirement, to become a welcome guest in my private sexy life... but really I am a low key girl..
This is the girl they might meet... before taking it to a different level.
Of course if that scares a guy he is a boy, not the real man that is welcome in my bed.
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My new objective
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Posted:Jul 16, 2015 9:56 am
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2015 11:09 am
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Just a girl on a warm summer day.... a dress, panties and flip flops... showing off for the camera. My 1st efforts at accumulating a set of new photographs for my profile overhaul.... the real me versus my cam girl alter ego. Although I do have the glow and moisture of orgasm - I was taking a break from my cam work.
My latest realization... I have often thought my obsession around sexuality was bad... like a bad girl orientation - but certainly sex positive.... I am changing my internal dialogue to "GOOD GIRL ! ".
Like," This nice, good girl loves fellatio and anal sex".
Not a bad mantra.
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Changes...
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Posted:Jul 14, 2015 8:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2024 2:5 am
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I have enjoyed showing my imagery in my work as a cam girl... and i will continue to do so from time to time. Since it is my alter ego... a dress up blonde disguise... I want to return to having imagery of me, the real me... the girl that wants to meet interesting men. The cam girl images too are low res taken through my web cam. I want to get back to featuring portraiture using better technology, and an over all more accurate depiction of who i am.
I will be switching out my profile photos as well in the coming week or so... leaving a file of cam girl photos there.... deleting many of my videos too - then rebuilding that library with me doing my thing vs. me working.
This was me working today.
I enjoy my cam work... but it is a boring topic.
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Before and After
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Posted:Jul 1, 2015 2:07 pm
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2015 9:36 am
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No not what I looked like before I was a girl... maybe I'll do that sometime. The guy I was was pretty cool... but just deeply tormented in a deep psychological way. All this GBLT equality stuff lately... I see that as the dissent, SEXUAL FEAR being projected by confused disrespectful people. I don't think much about my critics sex lives... I just want all people to keep striving for actual equality - which does not exist. I generally share my erotic life here because this is an appropriate place for it. But my everyday girl self is the product of very personal undertaking... that I have been fortunate to survive and bloom into. People are coming along, but there is a percentage of citizens that see me reconciling my emotional and psychological health as threatening.
But this post is about another more limited area of my life.
These photos are stills from my non erotic performances used by the companies to market me.
I started being a cam girl last year... as the result of the response to the 1st naughty video I made on this site... it was an experiment. I started out just with an extra floodlight, the web cam built into my computer...and like many business ventures figuring it out as I went along. I upgraded everything... full HD web cam, better / faster internet connection, professional lighting, furnishings and a backdrop. Over this time my average hourly earnings have tripled... a mix of fans / regulars and other curiosity seekers.
It is the interesting mix of work performing in my live shows... which involve toys and masturbation, communication and general naughtiness... I rarely work in free areas of the sites I work on -too many free loaders and desperate obnoxious creeps. If someone was considering this work they should plan on paying dues, learning and spending time in 'free chat'. So almost any time people view me they are paying to do so... the bulk of my earnings come from people that just pop in and view me for a minute or two, then this is augmented by the seeking a more involved experience.
The two photos on this post show me a year ago working on my bed... and the more recent evolved online amateur porn show girl I have become. It may be very slutty... but I am proud to have inspired so many orgasms with my fans and guests.... let's not forget I generally work in 1.5 - 2 hour shifts - several times a day... in a managed rolling amazingly aroused state .... imagine being on the edge of orgasm for 4-6 hours a day... and cumming that hard 3 or so times a day... what that has done to and for me.
All I can say is that the man that gets to ride my 't-pussy' gets a very, very aware and responsive experience. I truly am proud of my exotic place on the social and sexual spectrum... my ass has become trained in my work to yield to a masculine slam-a-thon, a playful grip and release rhythm... or an unforgiving vice like bronco ride.
I am an independent, strong willed woman... I had always wanted to transition into a female life. But my take on my femininity is keeping the SEX in transSEXual... many girls like me are community oriented and feminist type activists. I'm not part of any scene... I AM a girl that loves the most intimate aspects of my sexuality. Cumming via servicing cock and striving to give my man better and better and increasingly intense orgasms... validates the deepest elements of my psychology and fosters my femininity.
Personally I love being a proud naughty girl.
This was last winter as i was just getting my 'video set' put together.
Learning to do different things with lighting, generally having fun on the job.
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New Toy, Cute New Baby Doll Nightie
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Posted:Jun 30, 2015 9:12 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2015 12:10 am
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I have been enjoying summer, working / camming in summer heat I have discarded my corset and stockings play clothes for other more comfortable sexy outfits. I also got the new awesome vibrator with appropriate attachments. This thing is so fun !! Normally if i cum working I need to take a break.... with this wonderful device I insert it up inside me - flip it on... and whoa !! Grind my bottom a bit and regain that erection my fans demand... I am still getting used to it... exciting new turf. I want to make a video of me cumming purely through the beauty of anal stimulation.. stay tuned. You guys here can get an idea of my well trained capacity for the anal organs you can give me !! Cumming anally is my sexual adaptation and my erotic center.
It strikes me that my erotic work and toy collection has greatly expanded my erotic and sexual awareness. It has made me more confident about expressing my horny, sexual nature as a saucy naughty girl in public life too. For me it is not unlike what an athlete with equipment in a gym does. My sport, rapidly approaching expert level is sexual pleasure and cumming - developing my capacity for the most intense orgasms possible. I am allowing my psychology to be adapted to be an even more sexualized person through all this naughtiness.
It is a very fun pursuit... but it is to be the ultimate exotic playmate I can be for the select man.
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Focused on...
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Posted:Jun 16, 2015 9:53 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2015 1:59 pm
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...my cam girl work the rest of the month... as I also make an earnest search for permanent conventional professional employment - ideally part to 3/4 time. Owning my home outright, with modest debt... my needs are different / lesser than most people. Plus not being lost in a 40-50 hour work week I can still enjoy my naughty side.
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Going About my Business
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Posted:May 7, 2015 6:28 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2015 10:16 am
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Just me on the 6th of May, watering plants at a friends place - that is away at school for several months. A little break from my cam girl action. Just the everyday sexy MiLF lady next door.
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Tax Day
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Posted:Apr 15, 2015 10:19 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2015 10:25 pm
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Slow in cam land, end of pay period - taxes? weather? who knows I feel I looked cute... what seems to generally work for me... did not hit my daily $$ goal...UG! Slow the last few days actually... ug again. But I know not to waste time. Another day another pay period. I think I'll work and alternate site where their pay period ends next Tuesday... paid better their performing... but traffic is lighter... not unlike people that work on commission... sometimes it is a nail biting hustle.
But I am getting my newest lilac corset slowly broken in. It takes time before they are molded to your shape. That pink one I wear all the time just cinches right up.... but this one will be comfy in time. I actually napped in it between cam sessions for this reason today.... but it became uncomfortable... so I changed. These are real steel boned corsets... until the fabric stretches and the boning relaxes... they cane be a chore....to get in and out of and wear for any length of time... when they are broken in though... they look and feel great.
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Ho, Hum Monday Night...
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Posted:Apr 13, 2015 9:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2015 2:20 pm
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While the rest of the world zones on TV and Facebook... there is a naughty girl doing other things. Note to self; Stockings are just fine for cam ho work... boots are too much trouble... with out much effect on sales. Save them to wear for Daddy and photo shoots.
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Visualize Penetration
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Posted:Apr 11, 2015 6:52 pm
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2016 4:12 pm
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Having fun at work today, showing and playing with my pleasure treasure of an ass. Love the cute gem stone butt plug... of course in pink. FUCK ME DADDY.... Freshen up and back to playtime.
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