Endless Texting
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Posted:Jul 27, 2015 9:27 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:17 pm
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I have been talking to this guy for three weeks now and he has not asked to meet me. Once he even asked me what my plans were for the weekend and I told him I wasn’t really doing anything. He said he also wasn’t doing anything. What the heck? That was a clear shot to ask me on a date and he didn’t do it.
As always, I am suspicious of potential dates but I am terrible at figuring out their true intentions. Does he even want to meet me? What is he hiding? I was wondering if he just wants sex but I think he would have asked to meet already if that was the case. Although, after only a week he started to talk a lot about sex. We talk about a lot of other things too and he asks me questions. I don’t think his pictures are fake or that he is married/has a girlfriend. I would like to check his facebook but it would probably seem inappropriate to ask for his last name. I don’t think he is the timid type either.
I have a sad feeling that he is just using me for temporary fun. He just wants to fantasize sexually with me but does not want to date or even have sex with me. The funny thing is on his profile he states that he hates people wasting his time!!! Lol If he continues to text me for another couple of weeks and does not ask me out, he is the one who will be wasting my time. I will stop responding to him too.
Oh well, this is another disappointment because I really liked him at first. I wish guys would stop doing this. Don’t continue to chat with women out of boredom or for your ego. When I text and message with someone for a few weeks and we are having good conversations, that means I want to meet them. I don’t want to text for two hundred years and never see each other.
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I want to cry
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Posted:Jul 15, 2015 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2015 8:22 pm
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God, I haven't had a day this bad in a while. It was very embarrassing too. I feel like such a moron.
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Why Me? :(
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Posted:Jul 2, 2015 10:20 am
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:18 pm
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A couple of months ago I talked to this guy on Plenty of Fish or Plenty of Fuckers, I should say, and he couldn't handle me telling him that I didn't have romantic interest in him and wanted to be friends if he liked. I was polite about it too and didn't want to tell him. Omg He went crazy. He sent me all these creepy sexual messages, insulting me, calling me stupid, and all kinds of names.
Since then I have been blocking and reporting him. He won't go away.  I probably blocked him twenty times and he just keeps making new accounts and sending me these ridiculous messages!!!! Wow, I don't know what to say about this guy. He is probably the kind of retard who will never take a good look in the mirror and get over himself. If someone keeps ignoring you for months and doesn't respond, that means give up and get a fucking life, you creep!!
The thing is this guy is not attractive at all. He is 28, lives with his parents, hasn't had a job in years, doesn't have a driver's license and can't drive, dropped out of a community college, has very stupid opinions and immature mindset, and not attractive physically. What the fuck have you been doing in your 20s? His parents sound like idiots from what he has told me, so part of it is their fault too. I know I am probably a little harsh on him because I am also slower than most people in my age group. But I don't waste my time with people who don't like me and I don't think like a 15 year old poser punk. At least I drive, go on dates, have a job, and I'm trying to finish school. I am trying.
I think he won't stop bothering me because he has no friends and no women want to be with him. Of course, they are not attracted to him because all of the reasons I listed and he has dealt with nothing but rejection. I mean what does he expect? I did not start do dislike him because he is unsuccessful but because he is INSANE, annoying, and an asshole. Wow, it was a mistake for me to ever communicate with this idiot. =/
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The List
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Posted:Jun 25, 2015 9:59 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2016 9:34 pm
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The following is a list of men who have rejected and ignored me, or otherwise been flaky this year:
Joey
Brandon
Brad
Sean
Randy
Rob
Kris
Sal
Wade
Patrick
Uhhgg, what jerk offs. I wonder how long the list will be by the end of the year.
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Kiss My Ass
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Posted:Jun 23, 2015 11:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2016 9:35 pm
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I’ve really had it with people and everything at this point in my life. I wish people would just leave me alone and stop being retarded snobs!! Get a life!!! Don’t talk to me!! Part of the reason this bothers me is I often don’t know how to react to people who are being dickheads, because their reactions are uncalled for, I find myself surprised that they would be so awful to me. So I usually don’t tell them off the way I’d like to.
At work, I try my best to keep patience and temper with all the dickhead customers and co-workers I have to deal with. I have no problem with being a bitch outside of work but since I have to see these gross people all the time, I cannot do that. I always have to roll my eyes and look the other way with people at work. I have to keep in my snotty and sarcastic comments, especially when people are WRONG. I’m not good at this because once in a while I blow up.
This week I finally yelled at this stupid lady. I remember when I first started working at this store she was mean to me and I just sucked it up and ignored her. This time I had enough of it and called her out. I think I showed everyone around me my true colors that day. I am mostly neutral and don’t like to express my thoughts. I somewhat regret this. It was embarrassing and would not be surprised if she reported me but I don’t think I was extreme enough for them to fire me. All I did was raise my voice and say a few words to her. I am human and I certainly get sick of people. I think when I get back to work tomorrow someone might have a talk with me. lol
Personally, I don’t like to point out small mistakes at work that are not terribly important. A lot of people sure like to be dicks about it, just to show that they have authority or they are a genius or something. lol They are pathetic. For example, there was this new person working in my department for one day. I explained to her how to do the work but because she is still learning, she did not do the work properly. I did not really tell her about that, I just went over her work and corrected it myself. Since she was only working there for one day, it didn’t really matter for her to learn everything. I think if I were in her shoes, I would have been paired up with someone super annoying, scrutinizing me, and explaining every little detail, and rude. I hate people.
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Wow, I'm So Dumb
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Posted:Jun 22, 2015 12:41 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2015 9:16 am
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I have noticed throughout the years that a lot of people think I am stupid or a pushover because I am not talkative. I am a quiet bird. =/
I admit I do not feel comfortable verbally expressing myself. I think a lot of things I do not say, and most of the time I have nothing on my mind to talk about. My responses to people are kind of slow too and I am bit out of tune with people all the time. To be honest, I don’t think I am smart but not as worthless as people might assume.
You know what also makes people appear stupid? Saying things without thinking and talking all day like a motormouth. What use it is to share every unimportant detail and talk all the time but not really saying anything? It can be annoying.
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I am invisible
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Posted:Jun 18, 2015 3:27 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:22 pm
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It seems I am caught in a vicious cycle of being rejected and ignored, not just with dating but with sex too. I always want to tell these guys something but I never do. It's so embarrassing and I don't want to show that I care. They are not my boyfriends. I could never allow myself to look desperate like that. Of course, they always find girls prettier, smarter, and more interesting than me. I just don't fit into anything. I might as well not exist.
Well, I've made so much progress since high school. I never dated or kissed anyone until I was 19. Now I am so proud of myself that I can look back on my 20s and remember so many first dates and casual sex. How comforting it is to know that everyone decent will be taken while I become old and ugly and have very low chances.
I also really wish men with girlfriends or wives would fuck off and leave alone. I don't have time for that!!!!
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I hate Okstupid
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Posted:Apr 4, 2015 8:05 pm
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2015 9:03 pm
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So about a week ago I realized Okcupid deleted my account. For days I was trying to log in and kept receiving the same message, "We're having technical difficulties. Try again later." Bullshit. I even tried making a new account and I was not able to. lol What liars. There is nothing wrong with the site and they banned me and blocked my IP address so I cannot use the site at all. They don’t even give you a warning or tell you why you were deleted. I have heard of this happening many times before to other people but I did not think it would happen to me since I never did anything like post nude photos or send abusive messages to people. But I know the reason why my account was banned. I’m certain many users reported me for one of my photo albums. I had screen shots of very stupid and gross fail messages men sent me. I did not blur out their pictures or user names either. I couldn’t help myself. It was too funny and many people seemed to get a kick out of it as well. Of course, a few people bashed me. =/
I guess it was inappropriate to do something like that. I knew it was against the rules to post private messages but the thing is I was doing that for years and nothing happened. To be honest, I was on Okstupid for five years. All of my messages and everything is gone now. I don’t even have the photo album of fail messages saved. They were on my old computer that I don’t have anymore. Lol I was also talking to some people I really liked on there and now I have no contact with them.
I wonder if what they are doing is illegal and if there is poor control over the site. I sent them a complaint the day my profile was deleted and still have not received a response. I read that they do not respond to inquiries about banned profiles. There is no phone number on their website either. I did find two numbers outside of the website that I could try to call and lodge complaints.
Yeah, I guess seem like a corny loser for all of this. I am weird. =/ And hey, if you think being on a dating site for five years is pathetic, I’ve been on here for seven years. lol
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What a Merry Christmas
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Posted:Dec 26, 2013 9:08 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2021 5:03 pm
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Well, I'm having such a nice holiday. It's always good to know that your family thinks you are 300 pounds and need weight loss surgery when you are actually 185 and would not qualify for weight loss surgery. It actually makes me feel really bad that I look like I'm over 200 pounds when I'm not. My mom thought I was lying when I said I was 185.
I don't know how pathetic I am for posting a blog about this and I don't care. Oh, how sweet it would be to starve myself to death and become a skeleton. They'd be crying their stupid eyes out. But we all know that would never happen. =/ To be honest, I find very hard to lose weight because I've never felt attractive in my whole worthless life. It's like "Now I'm just plain ugly, not fat and ugly."
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But my dad says I’m beautiful. Why doesn’t he like me?
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Posted:Sep 27, 2013 8:53 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2021 10:57 pm
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lol That is my lame attempt at being Milhouse Van Houten.
Anyway, I met some guy a few weeks ago. Before that we talked for a week. I really liked him. I don’t know why. He was just my type I guess and I found him so adorable. This sounds really pathetic and worthy of ridicule, but I felt like we had a connection. Now that I think of it, we were just flirting with each other too much. He was always calling me a bad girl, and talking about spanking me. lol Of course, he was only interested in sex. I wasn’t sure of this at first because we were talking about a lot of other things too.
On our date, after we were talking for while, he started kissing me. His busy hands went around my tits. Me being stupid, I took off my bra so he could really play with them. I can’t help it. I like being played with. lol He sucked my tits several times and I gave him a him blowjobs here and there. I spent the night with him too. That whole time we were getting physical I just thought, "Why am I doing this? He’s not going to speak to me again after this." I was right. Even though we didn’t even have real sex, I had a feeling he would ignore me later.
That whole week when he didn’t respond to a few texts I sent him, I was so horny. I was fingering myself, and I kept thinking of him sucking my tits and spanking me. I wanted to suck his dick and fuck him. I knew he didn't care about me though.
I just have a strange feeling that I will only have sexual relationships and one time flings for the rest of my life because I am not a dater. I am socially inept and boring. One thing I have noticed is that only ugly men go after me. They want to date me and see me again. When I meet good looking guys, they just want me for sex and never speak to me again. They are always cold when they say bye to me after our date. I suppose that means I am not very attractive. But ugly guys can’t keep their hands off of me and are giving me a long kiss goodbye. lol
What a shallow girl I am!!! I guess I deserve to be alone and I am not pretty enough to be so picky. =/
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Hehehehe
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Posted:Jan 22, 2013 9:24 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2015 4:43 pm
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I was chatting with someone on here and was a standard member. So I sent him pictures of myself. After that he left the chat room. I have a strange feeling he thought I was butt ugly and was not interested. LOL I guess I am odd looking. Plain face, need a nose job, need to lose 100 pounds, and have Fred Flintstone feet. Hmm, I could add so much to that list. ANYWAY, I guess I would have liked it if he told me his opinion, rather than just disappearing.
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Another One
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Posted:Sep 4, 2012 5:27 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2016 9:48 pm
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sensualseekerntx
47 year old Man
Houston, Texas
RE: RE: Absolutely Stunning! Please don't change!
Sep 4, 2012 7:19 AM CDT
Well I would love to explore sexually with you! And make it more than a story.
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Sender: xdrearydancerx
To: sensualseekerntx
Date: Sep 4, 2012 5:06 am PST
cool story, bro.
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Sender: sensualseekerntx
To: xdrearydancerx
Date: Sep 4, 2012 6:55 AM CDT
Hello! My name is Byron. I am a married white male 47 yrs old. I am seeking a mature lady for a discreet relationship. Not wanting to get intrusinve to your personal life, but greatly seeking to add some special attention and spice to it. I am a little old fashioned in that I still believe the mind is the most powerful sex organ and love to chat/talk discuss lots of foreplay to the point that when we do meet our blood and juices are already so enguaged and flowing that lust takes over. I love to use my mouth to devour every single inch of your body. I desire strongly to use all my senses, of touch, smell, feel, see and omg taste every inch of your body. Nothing is more incredible than to be able to stimulate and excite a lady to where goose bumps cover her body from the anticipation and excitement of what may come next, and then to make you expereince those toe curling, bottom lip biting, uncontrolled hip thrusting orgasms as many times as you can stand! WOW! Please tell me what it would take to get your attention! I have added you to my favorites, I hope that is ok. I am also on ya hoo IM under bkst14631
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I am a 47 yr old married white male. 6', 220lbs. I have hazel green eyes, and short sal tn pepper hair. I am not her to discuss my reasons for being here but suffice it to say I am here after long and careful thought. So judge me if you will, but until you have walked in my shoes, your opinion about my being here really has no bearing. I am seeking a mature (not to be confused with age) lady who is seeking the attention of a middle aged man. Not picky or judgemental about age, race or size as we are all beautiful creatures. What I do seek is a lady who truely desires to be devoured with sexual attention and is keen to receiving orally all over her body. I love sexy feet and toes and well as giving long slow massages.
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I wonder if he even knew what I meant.
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Worst Sense of Humor
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Posted:Aug 28, 2012 3:57 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2015 7:07 pm
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I'm a robot alien hybrid, lets be friends! 0% match, that's awesome. I'm not really a robot, or an alien, or a hybrid. I'm actually a hermit. A lonely overeducated, undercertified comic book dork zombie killer. I'm gonna call you...umm...Marla. Yup. You are now Marla, don't argue, just go with it. So...fell asleep during Donnie Darko? You suck. Goodbye Marla. Don't write back I won't read or reply. Anyways, Let me be your zero. Let me be the face in your dreams of glass. Stole that from some bald guy. Deuces.Sent from the OkCupid app
Message from gitfiddle81
Aug 16, 2012 – 1:08am
Yes, I think it was a boring, unimpressive movie. I don't care if you are trying to be humorous with your whole message, I think you are a moron. You even look like one.
Aug 16, 2012 – 1:26am
Your no fun. You shouldn't have written back, now I must retorte. You remind me of a dead sperm cell in a bloated otters green left testicle. Good day to you Marla.Sent from the OkCupid app
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Aug 16, 2012 – 2:10am
I feel a need to defend my intelligence. Not that I care what someone I've never met before think. It's more of a matter of pride. I will have you know that I was reading Poe and Dumas while you where probably still learning to read. I have a greater understanding of quantum physics than you do of black clothing. I live for my music, it's my breath, my blood, my lifes work. I have studied musical theory more than you could possibly understand unless you know me. I'm not saying I'm smarter than you, I'm not bragging, I'm simply informing you that I am far from a moron. If I insulted you with anything I said in the first message I sent than I apologize, I thought you had a sense of humor. My bad. For real this time, good bye.Sent from the OkCupid app
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Aug 16, 2012 – 2:18am
how deep. i'm so impressed.
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So honestly, his first message was out of this world idiotic. Really? Who would think of calling anyone Marla? That is like a classic ugly girl's name. I think it's sad that I felt like throwing bricks at him after reading this. That can't be normal.
His other response to me is downright hilarious!! "I feel I need to defend my intelligence." HAHAHAHA! REALLY? Absoultely lame and pathetic. What a loser.
I tried posting this in my journal on Okcupid but it wouldn't work. =/
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