Time to see a doctor?
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Posted:Jan 17, 2012 1:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2015 8:23 pm
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So I started freaking out today when I saw a small patch of white on my arm. I hope it's not vitiligo. If it is I really don't want to live anymore. At least I won't have to worry about finishing college, moving out of my mom's place, and trying to be normal. What a shame I was looking forward to having a more social life and losing weight. Now I feel as if I am doomed forever in isolation and people will finally see me for how ugly I am on the inside.
What's the point of trying anymore? I will end up having patches all over my body and that is more than I can take. I already spend all day thinking about my desperate need for a nosejob, cosmetic dentistry, and so on.
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Awww :(
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Posted:Jan 8, 2012 12:35 am
Last Updated:Aug 1, 2018 6:59 pm
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My favorite cam boy disabled or deleted his profile. It brought me great excitement to see him wank off late at night and it is not easy to find people as cute as that who get on cam often. 
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Facebook Depression
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Posted:Jan 3, 2012 11:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:04 pm
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Facebook makes me sick. I know it's just a novelty time waster like any other networking site, such as this one. But dear god......
All it makes me think about is how:
Everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Everyone has finished college or is close to finishing.
Everyone has a job or career.
Everyone has a life.
Everyone has a lot of friends on facebook and in real life.
Everyone except little Mariam—tubby little butterball Mariam. I suppose it would be normal to relate to not having at least one thing on that list. In my case, I am the complete opposite of everything I listed. I really take the cake this time. I take the cake figuratively and literally. 
Sheesh, I could could go on and on. It just makes me sick to see 1000+ pics on many profiles of people in a group and all happy. Then there are those exceedingly lame status updates. You see all these crappy people posting something that receives many likes and comments when it is mundane, uninteresting, or an attempt at being deep and insightful, (when it is cliched and stupid).Posting every detail of their lame existence. They might as well post every time they take a dump.
In the words of Dr. Steve Brule, "Maybe I'm der-pressed." In a way I don't like to express most of my true thoughts because they are just complains really, and make me seem pathetic. But in the end they always come out. Facebook makes me feel like less than a person whereas this place makes me feel wanted. How sad that is.
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I always think like this
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Posted:Dec 27, 2011 3:12 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2012 12:32 pm
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Every time someone tells me I'm attractive, I always think, "Wow, what a very nice person. Truly."
Anyone know exactly what I mean when I say this? Does anyone always think the same as me or have you ever believed this about physical compliments you receive?
It's not really that I believe they are lying, it just seems very kind to see beauty in me and that they don't have good taste.
Wow, I'm going to shut up now. -_-
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Do these people have nothing better to say?
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Posted:Dec 21, 2011 11:51 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2012 10:44 am
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Why do people still send me emails like "thanks for the wink" and "thanks for checking out my profile"? Well, I haven't done either of those actually. It's also a pretty lame/pathetic to show that you are flattered by someone viewing your profile once.
Is it that not only do these guys look like Quasimodo but they don't know how to converse either? Sheesh.
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It's an Eyesore
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Posted:Dec 13, 2011 10:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2015 5:43 pm
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I don't really appreciate strangers sending me nudie pictures, especially of their thingies. To begin with most pictures just make me think, "Gee, I wonder who would actually find this attractive." The rest aren't really my type.
Oh and to anyone who bothers reading this, I know what you all are thinking. Yes, I do have nudie pictures all over my profile and I'm sure there are a great many people who find them unappealing. But I only have them on my profile and do not send nudies to people if they have not asked.
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Weeeee
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Posted:Nov 17, 2011 5:36 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2015 10:03 am
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Well, I can't believe how much I suck at business calculus. Wait, actually I can, seeing how I have more boobs than brains. It's not even real calculus!! >.<
And after 5 years in community college I just might earn my associates degree but I want much more than that. I deserve an award for sucking so much. A trophy!! I truly am Chris Farley in "Tommy Boy."
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Strange Taste Some People Have
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Posted:Oct 29, 2011 12:12 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2015 5:44 pm
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I really like this guy I met yesterday. But he said some things I found rather funny/strange. Like "One of my favorite restaurants is IHOP." ~ Really? I thought only people with hangovers went there.
Also, "One of my favorite bands is Slipknot." ~ That is music for middle school . He also said he likes Metallica, which is more acceptable. But ick, still one of the lamest bands ever. >.<
Since he tried to have sex with me (like most men do on the first date/hang-out or whatever -_-), I wonder if he will talk to me again anyway.
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Heehee, I'm a Jerk
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Posted:Oct 14, 2011 8:11 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2012 11:54 pm
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So I was actually being a bit rude to these men, and yet they seemed to remain ignorant of my sarcasm. In response to one of them I express my indifference, and I make fun of the other guy for being so short. Heeeheee, this just amuses me. Bah, I sound like an asshole, don’t I?
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Thank you sweetie ....so how are you today?
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> Sender: xdrearydancerx
> To: Aladdin832
> Date: Oct 14, 2011 1:59 pm PST
>
> Wow, 5'5" what a sexy height.
>
> > ---------------------------------------------------
> > Sender: Aladdin832
> > To: xdrearydancerx
> > Date: Oct 14, 2011 3:51 PM CDT
> >
> > Im a 34yr sexy Hispanic man 5'5 175lb with a sexy clean body. Hopefully I hear back from you soon
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lets meet for a really long first date )
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> Sender: xdrearydancerx
> To: wraithmaje
> Date: Oct 5, 2011 12:44 PM CDT
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> Cool story, bro.
>
> > ---------------------------------------------------
> > Sender: wraithmaje
> > To: xdrearydancerx
> > Date: Oct 5, 2011 12:42 PM CDT
> >
> > One of my favorite sexual encounters involves meeting
> > a playmate at a secluded location outdoors. I walk over
> > to his car, and he gets out. Walks me to the rear of the car
> > and leans me over the trunk, placing both of my hands on the
> > trunk. He then unfastens his belt and pulls out his big,
> > chocolate cock, he rubs his hands under my skirt, to find
> > no panties but he does find my juices already dripping.
> > He then coats his dick with my juices and rubs his dick all
> > over my ass and pussy and when he sees I can't take being
> > teased anymore, he slides his big dick inside me and starts
> > stroking my pussy, making it wetter and wetter with each
> > stroke. The dick feels so good, that I cum over and over again,
> > but he doesn't stop he thrust his dick into me deeper
> > and harder until he explodes. When we've composed
> > ourselves, he fastens his pants, I turn around and offer
> > one peck on the cheek. He gets into his car and drives off
> > and I get into my car and drive off . . .until next time . . .
> > no words ever spoken, just fucking!!!!
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Question
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Posted:Sep 30, 2011 8:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2013 8:36 pm
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Can anyone see the "My Ideal Person" part of my profile? It doesn't show up when I look at it. I edited something the other day and wanted to check my profile.
Bleh. This place reminds me of the internet in the 90's.....
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Someone Thinks They Are Insightful
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Posted:Sep 29, 2011 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:01 pm
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> ---------------------------------------------------
> Sender: juniorrammer
> To: xdrearydancerx
> Date: Sep 30, 2011 2:07 AM CDT
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> Hey, I really know the difference between lose and loose fat fuck. I guess your ass have not been out of the states, that's why you don't know about the word loose. Go and read more about british english and discover that there is more to english than american english.
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Yeah, it's "lose" not "loose," you illiterate asswipe. And honestly, if you're not even interested in someone then don't bother messaging them, otherwise you're a stupid annoying cunt like you are.
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> Sender: juniorrammer
> To: xdrearydancerx
> Date: Sep 30, 2011 12:58 AM CDT
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> Damn. Do look like I care? Men, you're a fat fuck, so go loose some weight before coming back here to tell us what you want and what you don't want.
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And I suggest you piss off and get a life, dear god.
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> Sender: juniorrammer
> To: xdrearydancerx
> Date: Sep 29, 2011 4:03 PM CDT
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> I'll suggest you get off this site cos you're wasting your time.
> Note: most men on this site are not interested in anything decent, so bear it in mind all the time.
> Lastly, your update on men and yourself kinda sucks. So please change all those things.
> Nobody cares about what you like or not, remember, this is an adult social site. Get on with it or get out.
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Lol What A Loser
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Posted:Jul 24, 2011 7:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2012 11:28 pm
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> Sender: pala1969
> To: xdrearydancerx
> Date: Jul 21, 2011 9:37 AM CDT
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> Man your all fucked up arent you,you just need a good fuck so you can shut the fuckup...
> Sender: pala1969
> To: xdrearydancerx
> Date: Jul 21, 2011 9:32 AM CDT
>
> What the fukk are you doing on this site showing your tits and shit and then you dont want to fukk or anything..if that many thing bother you no wonder your looking for somebody..!!
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Wow, what a surprise that such a dumpy looking idiot would email me this. Honestly, just because I post a list on my profile of only 6 things I dislike, means that I don't want to fuck?
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"Nice Face"
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Posted:Jul 14, 2011 2:44 am
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2021 12:02 pm
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"You would be very attractive if you lost a lot of weight."
"You have a nice face. In a 120 pound body you would be pretty hot."
Well then, this is what I have to say to all the men who have told me a variation of these:
Don't worry about me being "hot" or "attractive," dear god. I would never date or have sex with you anyway. Fuck off.
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To link to this blog (xdrearydancerx) use [blog xdrearydancerx] in your messages.
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