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Fun with my friend next door
Posted:Aug 6, 2019 10:27 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2021 12:46 pm
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So my friend and I continued get together for many years. He was the oldest of 5 . I was the middle of 3 . Getting together at one of our homes was next to impossible. But as with raging hormones, we always managed to find a way. Behind our homes was a field with very tall prairie grass. The grass ended approx. 0 feet and then there was a forest of trees. Hardly anyone ever went there...so we thought.

One day we decided to venture into the forest. Once there we started to undress. I already had a raging hardon and he was also very hard. He was around 7 inches and I am approx. 6 inches. I had never seen another guys dick before. Remember, I was a very young . He was a year . I reached over and touched his very hard dick. It was exciting to touch another mans hard dick. I didn't suck his dick on this day. will come later. He got down on his knees and proceeded to suck my very hard dick. The excitement and thrill of the sensation of someone sucking my dick was the most thrilling experience of my young life. At the time it was supposed to be wrong for 2 males to be behaving this way. But I didn't care because it was fun and felt very nice. This time it took under a minute for me to get off. . While he was sucking me he was also jerking his dick at the same time. I reached up to jerk his dick for him and he immediately started to get off. Ahh, to be young again.

As we were leaving I felt a tremendous of guilt. This will subside as time goes . I couldn't wait our next time together. I asked him and he said he felt the same way.
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My 1st Bi experience
Posted:Aug 6, 2019 9:59 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2021 12:52 pm
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When I was in my very early teens and my friend, who lived next door. Yes the boy next door was 1 year than me. We decided go swimming in a pond nearby . It was a mud hole. There were about 6 or 7 boys and girls already there. Everyone was naked so we decided to take all our clothes off. It was exciting to me everyone was naked because I had never experienced being naked with other people. We were having a good time and my friends hand just happened to touch my semi hard dick and at moment my dick got very hard. My friend noticed this and started playing with my now rock hard dick. He decided to get out of the mud hole but I didn't want to get out because I didn't want anyone to see me with a hard dick. Remember I was in my early teens then. I decided to get out and ran to were my clothes were. As we were leaving my friend suggested we slip off the path into a clearing in the bushes. Once there my friend pulled my shorts down to reveal my hard dick and proceeded to suck me. I didn't try to stop him as it was exciting and scary at the same time. He sucked my dick for approx. 60 seconds and I started to get off . After we started walking home. We didn't say a word and walked in silence. We started getting together frequently after and had several get togethers. More to come.
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Leveling off
Posted:Feb 3, 2019 10:52 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2021 12:56 pm
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Well, I am approaching the 5 year mark after my radiation. I am feeling "better" these days. I guess I can say that things have pretty much leveled off. I can still get a pretty good hardon. It helps when I take a Viagra, but I don't need to take one every time. As far as an orgasm, I can still get a nice one but very little comes out. But it still feels very nice. On the bright side, there is very little "mess" to clean up. Do I miss not having a nice squirting stream of cum when I jerk off? Sure I miss it but....I am also very glad that I am still alive. When you get older in life there are several things that are a lot more important that seeing how much cum comes out or how far you can shoot your cum.

My PSA is still going down. Last blood test last week was at 0.7. From a high of 14. my Urologist says that is still very good. Might still go down a little more but the Dr says it probably has leveled off, which is still very good.

Overall, I am very happy with my treatments. Would I do it all again? Absolutely in a heart beat. It was well worth the small amount of sacrifice that I endured for my health.

Any guy that is going thru this or is thinking of going thru this treatment, I hope this helps you in your decision. Believe me, it is well worth it.
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Definately not alone
Posted:Feb 11, 2018 12:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2021 12:58 pm
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Since I started my blog several months ago, I am finding out that I am certainly not alone with dealing with prostate cancer. I have received many messages from several people responding on my blog but I have also received more private messages from guys on my profile. I even received a message from a wife stating she told her husband about my blog which he read. He is a few years younger than me but still is in the age bracket that should be aware that prostate cancer doesn't just strike us older guys but can also affect guys of any age. In any event, he has a family history of prostate cancer and decided to go to his Urologist for some testing. Happy to report she said his PSA count was rising to the point that he needs to keep an eye on it. That is good news. At least he will have a time stamp for the future so in the event that he gets prostate cancer his Dr will know how to treat it.

I am not trying to preach to anyone but early detection for prostate cancer or any kind of cancer for that matter is so very important for proper treatment. It is a simple blood test that most people have received sometime in their life.

Again I thank everyone who reads my blog and especially all those that have responded. Take care, Brian
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Things are getting better.
Posted:Jul 9, 2017 11:08 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2021 1:00 pm
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A couple weeks ago I visited my Oncologist for my 6 month routine visit. He said I was doing very well and that I would not have to see him anymore. Now this doesn't sound like a big deal to most people. But when you are a cancer patient like me and your cancer doctor says he doesn't have to see me any more, that is like Christmas, Easter and Valentines day all rolled into one very nice gift. Its called Life and I was thrilled to receive this news. It was a very big deal to me. I am not completely out of the woods by any means. I am still seeing my Urologist every six months and for the rest of my life. And I am extremely happy to continue seeing him. He is very optimistic about my future and tells me I will die of something other than prostate cancer. Hmmmm, guess I won't press him on when!!!

The end results on my experience have taught me a lot about myself. EARLY detection is so very important. Finding the right doctors for treatment and doing what they tell you are also very important. There is life after cancer. Good quality life.

If you are a man over 50 or have a family history of prostate cancer, PLEASE get a simple blood test for PSA. It could save your life. It saved mine.

Thanks for reading this.
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Why do they keep contacting me?
Posted:Apr 9, 2017 9:52 am
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2020 3:36 pm
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What is up with these very that insist on flirting with me or sending me messages. They say they are straight but they still insist on contacting me. I realize that some of them are looking for a sugar daddy or someone to send them money. Some of them are standard members so they can't see my pics or even send me a message.

If anyone can answer these questions for me I would appreciate it.
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I still enjoy the fun part
Posted:Dec 7, 2016 9:03 am
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2018 12:02 pm
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I used to be a top when I was younger. Since my radiation it seems that I am more a bottom these days. There are 2 reasons for this.

1. Radiation has a way to diminish the ability to get a hard on. It is coming back slowly but not the way it was before.

2. And of course the aging factor. I'm getting older. I love when the doctors tell you its part of the "Aging Factor". They are being polite.

I think my prostate is more sensitive these days. You know when a person or an animal starts to lose their eye site, their hearing and smell gets a lot better. I guess its the same with me or any other guy that has radiation. Sometimes I can't top someone because, well, my dick doesn't get hard enough. But I can sure bottom and it feels great. And another problem I find is I never know when it will cooperate. Any body who has been through this understands this.

This in no way prohibits me from wanting to have fun. I still like to get naked and do a lot of exploring with another naked body. I still love to suck a nice hard or soft cock. My mouth and tongue still likes to wander and explore.

Some guys understand this but then there are a lot of guys that don't want to understand this.

Sometimes I read someone's profile from a younger guy that he says he is 100% bottom. These guys are in their 20's and 30's and will only bottom. In fact they tell you they WILL NOT top, so don't ask them. They want an older, mature dom top to top them. Well, that leaves this older, mature guy out for sure. Just don't get it. When I was young like that I always walked around with my dick hard as a rock and never had any problem topping anyone at any time of the day. I used to jerk off 2 or 3 times a day and could jerk off more but my hand would get tired. These days I am lucky if I can jerk off once a week and sometimes that doesn't even work.

As long as I am on the subject. I still don't quite understand why a young guy in their 20's and 30's and even some in their 40's, are interested in us older guys. Now I realize that there are a lot of older, mature guys like me, that don't have any problem with their manhood performing. I say "Good for you". Take advantage of it.
And then there a lot of guys like me that the "aging factor" has caught up to us.
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Older gay men still enjoy sex
Posted:Dec 6, 2016 9:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2020 2:04 pm
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As an older Bi/Gay man, I find it very interesting that it appears that there are more Bi guys that are bottoms rather than tops. Few guys will say they are versatile. I prefer a guy that is versatile than just a bottom.

A couple years ago I had radiation treatments for prostate cancer. It was touch and go there for a while but my hard on eventually came back. Now, with the help from my buddy Mr Viagra, I can get a nice hard on again. One of the side effects from the radiation is I hardly cum any more. I still have a nice orgasm but very little comes out.

Two things really kinda piss me off when I tell a potential "friend" about my prostate cancer.

1. You can't catch any kind of cancer from someone who has or had any kind of cancer in the present or pass. It just doesn't happen. I find that people who believe this are just ignorant and should read up on it and educate themselves. It is not an STD or Herpes or anything like that.

2. Guys ask me if I can still cum after telling them that I cum very little or sometimes not at all. Some guys tell me they are not interested in meeting me because they want to swallow a big load of cum or they want me to cum all over their face or chest. Well, that isn't going to happen with me.

There, now I feel better about getting that off my chest.

By the way my radiation worked very well. Doctors tell me my PSA has gone from 10.9 to .9 which means that my cancer is probably gone. Glad to be alive.

All guys over 50 should get a PSA blood test. Earlier age if they have a family history of prostate cancer. This will at least establish a date in case you should get a positive test down the road. I did almost 20 years ago and I am pretty sure it saved my life.

I will post more on this subject in another post. Or if anyone has any questions I would be glad to answer them.
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