[B]I think this day of age and area, it is hard to find a "real cowboy." [/B]A lot of people think just because you wear boots, jeans and have a few hats that makes you a cowboy. [B]I know it's also a state of mind, and the way that one acts.[/B] Real cowboys don't need to tell, you will always tell. I have to be with myself the rest of my life, so I can not be bitter or miserable, and [B]I must do things and act the way that is true to myself, honest and right as I expect others to do to me. [/B] [B]So I place my faith in life first, which will give me balance to carry on with the remainder of my life in search of my soulmate and my best friend.[/B] [B]Evolved to this moment... now to be shared ... [/B]My position is in the center...[B]I refuse to be frighted, con'd, pushed against the wall or lied to...I am persistant and unshaken when faced with adverse situations...[/B]I choose to identify with the heart of the matter...[B]I find comfort and am inspired by the love of others and have a tendency of making tremendous sacrifices for all those who confide in me...[/B][B][B]I'm always standing on firm, solid ground...[/B]The drama and exaggerations of people amuse me...[/B]It is somewhat difficult to ruffle my feathers...[B]I consider myself to be kind, patient, friendly and faithful...[/B]I can be agressive if pushed yet avoid it if at all possible...I am not blinded by pride or conceit...[B]I am a loving father and am likely to place physical well-being and comfort on a high level when it comes to my ren and partner..[/B]I say what I mean and I mean what I say...I am creative, honest and loyal... [B]What am I looking for in a partner?[/B] I'd like to meet a woman who is [B]honest, with integrety and patience.[/B] A reliable, faithful woman and stable. [B]A Giver. Someone who is Loving, Helpful, Generous and Compassionate.[/B] A woman who can see the best in others and help bring it out because her heart is open. [B]A woman who'd rather be inspired than controlled.[/B] She'd have to be the kind of woman who doesn't expect to talk all the the time and can simply enjoy being together...She'd not be as clingy as he is independent and she'd have to appreciate what[B] she has with an honest desire to work together...[/B]She'd have to be reserved and mysterious in her manner. [B]What I mean by that is; she'd have to expect it all...a lasting connection on every level. mentally, emotionally, sexually and spiritually. she'd ultimately know that destiny should deliver a love that most can only dream of...[/B] [B]For Fun:[/B] s are a life long passion, I own one and ride all the trails here. I enjoy my boating on Lake H. I also jetski there with an extra one for you! [B]My job:[/B] I turn my work into an experience of inner and outer growth. I never stop challenging myself to go beyond my comfort zones and celebrate the success and advancement of others. I am seeking a partner in life and the "perks" shall be forever rewarded. [B]My ethnicity:[/B] 1/2 German-1/2 Hungarian by ancestry [B]My religion:[/B] I am far more spiritual then I am of a Christian religion. To me, spirituality is a position of my heart with God, my peral relationship with Him--and the world around me. It is a part of who I am from in the inside-out, not the outside-in. If you could only see inside me you would feel the passion, you could touch my soul You would discover the same love of learning. [B]Integrity is telling myself the truth. And honesty is telling the truth to other people. Life is simpler when you do. [/B] [B]I'd just like to add... [/B] [B]In my past I've been used to putting up with the bad more than the good.. [/B]It's fine if the woman in my life gets irritated and complains at times however, if he adds a level of blame and anger or crushes my per, than I'll have nothing to do with her. I want positive exchanges. I don't want to eternally communicate love through what she can do for me, rather what I can do for her. I want her to bring a mixture of good and less added blame into the relationship. I don't want old patterns. I want happiness. She must not be critical or cold towards me. I know how rebel a woman can be. I have a tendancy to take careless remarks and behaviors perally and have learned over the years to a more tough-skinned man. I have no desire to attempt to change her. I'm so upfront about my needs that I'm less forgiving. I have a tendency to overlook shortcomings and bad behavior Yet, I am very cautious of those who criticize me or overlook my feelings. I run my safety checks. I[B] refuse to be a "welcome mat". [/B][B]I want a woman who knows what she wants and appreciates what she has. I don't play games [/B]and I don't carry baggage. Make no attempts to use or abuse me. I am constantly moving forward. I never look back. [B]"Whom I'm looking for"...[/B] [B]kind, intelligent, actractive, caring, with a good character, lives a healthy lifestyle, loves the outdoors and enjoys being active. Looking forward to enjoy life to it's fullest...with that "someone special"...who has the energy, curiosity and interest to do the same.[/B] My lover waits for me I assure myself; the One, the woman and essence who completes her destiny and moment, elevating her to a goddess and mystical princess; queen of eternity and mother of the universe; behind the silent but eternal fog of darkness, resting among stars and sounds in her secluded world and refuge; that chamber behind rea and obligation, where neither owls nor the light of day venture, and where time is stopped and all manners and convention are placed aside; where myths and legends spring to life in a sparkling display of phantoms and shadows who assume the roles of seductress and seducer, satisfying and receiving the hidden passion and desires of a lovers heart. About me...I enjoy the journey and all that life has to offer. [B]I love being a Dad. [/B]I find contentment & appreciation for the many blessings of the day and have a creative flare that inspires the soul. [B]I can be as adventureous [/B]as rock climbing to sitting quiet in my partners arms watching a sunset.I am committed and offer opportunities to create cherished memories.I enjoy the elements and I am moved sensually.Being creative, I express this gift in many ways, whether it be in the home, garden, artwork, cooking and especially spending down time with my partner.I appreciate& listen to all types of Music.[B]I gain spiritual insight through reading[/B], attending workshops, and practice the meditation of Qi Gong to quiet my mind and cultivate internal energy. [B]I look forward to when I connect with the woman that inspired my thought, "some things are worth waiting for." I'm looking for... [/B][B]Ultimately, I am looking for a companion/ "partner", a woman, with whom I can share the ~Dance of Life~. [/B]One, who is mutual and true with his intentions, has integrity, graitude, is humble, and is connected with her spiritual self. [B]My motto...it's not that we fear the unknown, what we fear is the loss of the known..[/B][B]The most important thing in my life is... MY REN BEING HAPPY WITH MYSELF AND LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES OF MY PAST![/B] [B]If there is mutual attraction, common respect and a corresponding moral foundation, then eternal happiness might just be a matter of our decision. She comes to me with a smile after that everything else shall be perfect![/B] [B]My ideal relationship:[/B] [B]"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away" [/B]" In the end, though I may thirst for her, these lips were graced by a sweet taste from the spring of her love." [B]My past relationships:[/B] In the midst of it all is a true gentleman. The door opening old per respecting loving kind of gentleman. [B]Confidence almost borders arrogance because of my refusal to accept anything other than respect [/B]not the kind of respect that calls for submission but the kind that [B]gives it first and expects it second![/B][B][/B]

My Ideal Person I'm looking for...
I believe that a perfect woman does exist. Not perfect in a physical or emotional sense, but perfect in the way they treat imperfection. There will always be bumps in the road in any relationship. It is the manner in which we deal with them that makes a relationship thrive. Therefore, my search continues: The search for someone who is truly happy with their accomplishments and their being. It really doesnt matter what the accomplishments are, as long as they create inner peace and a person who is genuinely happy with themselves. Passion and Sweet Inspiration has now become your everyday. He became your Journey and he is now your destination. The Fire in your Souls are heated by those Passions that takes you to places you have never been, You experience Passion as you never have before Passion that is so rare and so hard to find, It becomes an Emotion to your Heart and Soul, Never wanting to let it go.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
As we walk into my bedroom, the soft scent of my favorite
perfume assails your senses. You love the way the candles
flicker, throwing muted shadows over the silk sheets of
the turned back covers. You notice the selection of oils
and flavored rubs setting on my nightstand. <br><br>
Turning back to me, you smile as you can see the yearning
look in my eyes. "I love to feel a man's muscles
under my hands as I give you a massage. Your body is so sexy
to me. I don't think you realize how much I want us to
be together." <br><br>
We laugh softly, and then I gasp as you take me into your arms,
caressing my back with soft strokes of your large gentle
hands. I shiver with anticipation as I pull away slowly.
Looking into your eyes, I can see your desire for me and that
makes me shiver once again. <br><br>
"You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.
I want to make this as perfect for you as I can, " you
tell me. <br><br>
I smile as I say, "We will make this perfect for each
other. Please allow me to undress you, I need to feel your
naked skin next to me." <br><br>
Slowly, I start unbuttoning your shirt, kissing each small
space of your chest that I reveal. The hair on your chest
tickles my nose as I rub my cheek against it. "I love
a man with hair on his chest. It feels so good to run my fingers
through it, " I tell you. <br><br>
You laugh softly as you reach for my pinned up hair. You say
as you start to release it, "I love to run my fingers
through a woman's hair also." As you take the
last barrette away, my blonde hair falls in thick waves
almost to my bottom. I can hear you sigh as you lift my hair
to your nose and inhale the scent of my rose shampoo. "So
beautiful" you murmur. My hands reach for the clasp
of your belt in trembling anticipation. <br><br>
I unhook it and undo the zipper. I can feel your hardness
pushing against the confines of your underwear as I slide
your pants to the floor. I reach to caress you briefly before
I continue to take off your underwear. Gently I push you
down to sit on the bed. Kneeling, I quickly pull off your
socks and shoes, suddenly impatient to have all of your
body revealed to me. As I rise, I can see your penis jutting
toward me. You look so wonderful, so thick and full, that
I want to rip my clothes off immediately so I can feel all
of you next to me. <br><br>
As I start to quickly unbutton the front of my dress you tell
me "No, go slower, I want to watch you reveal every
part of yourself. I want to see the expressions on your face
as you bare every part of yourself to me." I agree and
start to undo the buttons one by one. My dress slides to the
floor and I hear you inhale as you see my lacy blue teddy.
The fabric is taut over my breasts and I am so excited that
my nipples are protruding, pushing outward toward you.
I almost can't stand it, but I make myself slowly slide
the straps down my shoulders, letting the teddy slide down
my hips. I am standing in front of you only in my frilly underwear
when you rise from the bed and pull me to your chest. I gasp
as my breasts tingle from the contact. <br><br>
You tell me as your hands caress my bottom, "I want
to finish this. You have waited long enough, pretty lady."
I agree wholeheartedly and I can feel your hands sliding
into the waistband of my underwear. My head falls back and
you nuzzle my neck as you push them down to fall to the floor.
I can feel you turning me to lay us on the bed, all the while
you are driving me crazy by licking and sucking on the most
sensitive parts of my neck. <br><br>
"Oh, this feels so good, so right." I say as you
start to lower your lips toward my aching breasts. I arch
up as your mouth settles on my right nipple, sucking gently
and firmly. My hands reach up to caress your head and I moan
as the sensations keep building in me, heading straight
down to my clit. I'm getting wetter and wetter as you
switch to my other breast and lave it with your tongue before
taking it into your mouth. I can feel your hands caressing
my body, moving in slow circles over and over. I start to
knead your back, loving the feel of your muscles rippling
under my palms, before I reach for your penis, the part of
you I want the most. <br><br>
I hear you gasp as I take you into my hands. You are so hard
and I can feel you throbbing as I slowly pump you a few times,
up and down. " I want to taste you." I tell you
as you rise from my breast. You smile as you agree but say,
" First I want to taste more of your lips." We
kiss deeply, thrusting our tongues in and around each other's,
in the age-old way. I can feel you sucking my tongue and I
moan into you. I come close to an orgasm from this because
at the same time you are kissing me, you reach to my pussy
and insert your finger into my womb. "That feels so
good but I still want to take you into my mouth." I say
as I rise above you. <br><br>
Pushing you back, I settle my self between your legs so that
you can watch. I smile in anticipation, as I smell your musk.
As I lower my lips to your penis I keep my eyes on yours to see
your pleasure as I take you into my mouth. I can hear you groan
as the first caress of my lips takes in your head. Slowly
I slide my mouth all the way down your shaft, loving the feel
of you filling my throat, then just as slowly pulling back
up. I lightly graze my teeth down you the second pass, then
use my tongue to caress you all the way back up. I continue
to thrust you into my mouth, up and down, listening and watching
you to find out what pleases you the most as I face fuck you.
My hands caress your balls in rhythm with my mouth strokes.
I do this to you until you almost cum and pull me away from
your shaft. <br><br>
"Enough for now, my beauty. My turn next, to drive
you just as wild." You say as you pull me up over your
body. I love the strength you show as you do this. You kiss
me as you turn me to lie on the bed. Then you start to kiss your
way down my body, until you are between my open legs. I shiver
as I can feel your hot breath on my shaved pussy. You tell
me that you like the way I have left only a tuft of hair at the
top of my pussy. Then all thoughts except pleasure vanish
for me as you start your caresses. You start to lick and suck
me, learning what I like the most, as you taste my juices.
I start moaning as I can feel your fingers slide into my vagina,
slowly pumping in and out, in time with your tongue. I try
to hold my orgasm back, because I'm the type of person
that only comes once, but I can't make myself stop as
you work on my body. Half in pleasure the other half in disappointment
I feel my self explode into your mouth. <br><br>
"Oh my, So good but I wish I had held back." I murmur
to myself. <br><br>
But you heard me and asked me why. "Because I only come
once. I have never come twice, with a man or a woman. But please
don't think I won't enjoy our joining. You are
the most exciting man I have ever been with. I need to feel
you inside of me." I say as you slide yourself up my
body. I notice the considering look on your face as you settle
your hips against mine. I gasp as I feel your cock throbbing
between us. <br><br>
"Sweet woman, Let's see if we can change that."
You say as you slip inside of me. I shiver in pleasure as I
feel a complete fullness in me. No one has ever seemed to
fit me so well as you. As you thrust into me slowly, you start
to caress my breasts with one hand and with the other you
stimulate my clit, telling me, "Listen to me as we
love, Feel each sensation as I touch you. Let your body relax
into your pleasure. You are so soft and warm, so tight and
sexy. You fit me perfectly." <br><br>
I am amazed as I can feel the sensations building inside
of me again. I listen to your sexy voice telling me how I make
you feel as you caress me and start moving faster and faster
in me, and I can feel my orgasm building in my body. "
Oh My God, I'm going to come again! Oh- Oh!" I cry
out as I have the deepest strongest orgasm I have ever had.
I can barely feel you cum as my vagina tightens around you
cock. I am shaking as I feel you hug me close to you. You laugh
softly and hold me tighter, saying, "I'm glad
I could show you something you've never known about
yourself. I have never had so much pleasure with any one
else either." <br><br>
We lay together touching each other as we talk. You smile
as I still shiver every once in a while. I feel so wonderful
until I notice my bottles of oil. You see me frown and say,
"What is it?" <br><br>
I reply, "I wanted to give you a massage before we came
together, but I forgot."

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
The beach, A moving vehicle (i.e. car), The middle of a park, An airplane, A dark back alley, A movie theatre, The stands at a sporting event, A remote wilderness spot, Under a waterfall, My desk at work, A swimming pool or hot tub, A store dressing room, An elevator, A hotel room, Anywhere

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Fetishes, Light Bondage, Role Playing, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Blindfolds, Leather, Massage

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
NO!

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

View more of SPARTAKISSBLISS's responses