Hi I'm Kim 19 slim small brown hair ok body, I have a problem, got married last October to a great guy but unfortunately I think I've messed up his sex drive, we're both Catholic so don't use contraception, so got married incase I accidentally got pregnant, well we didn't have sex before we married, but on our wedding night everything was going great until he started pushing his cock inside me, boy did that hurt, I screamed out for him to stop, and now he can't get it hard, we had lots of oral before we wed and he was always rock hard and stayed hard as long as I sucked him, but now it is soft, he's been to the doctors and they say it will come back but it hasn't, now he won't go back to the doctors and won't let me try to suck it hard, I'm not sure what to do next, I play with myself and can get very wet and my fingers slip in easily, I think we we're too quick on our wedding night and didn't get me wet enough, well a friend of mine has recommended that I join this site and find a guy to get me into the ways of sex in the hope that sometime in the future my husband will be able to fulfil me, she said its difficult to message on here and to join a chat site called kick as well, here's hoping someone from around the Midlands is available to meet me and show me what it's like to have full deep sex, my username is the same on all chat forums. Please help me love Kim xxx