Overall I am a normal everyday guy, I like sports and I love my wife, but I do have a secret that I can not share with her.. Over the last 20+ years I have had a fetish for wearing women’s clothes and lingerie. On its own I do no think that wearing these things is a bad thing. The bad thing is that the large majority of my sexy collection, I acquired by "borrowing" them from female family members and friends. I feel really bad and have a lot of guilt about what I have done. I feel guilty not only because I removed something of value from them, but that I have also invaded their intimate privacy. Now anytime I see any of them I can picture in my mind the style or color and even size of what they have on under their clothes. I know that I need to be and deserve to be punished and humiliated for what I have done, it is only fair after what I have done to these women in my life. I also know that it is not possible for me to tell them what I have done and to let them punish me in a way they see fit, because having everyone in my life know this secret, is not an option. I have tried for a while to punish myself for this, but I know I can not even come close to delivering the kind of punishment I deserve. I have done this to women and I feel only another woman could truly know what a proper punishment is for this. I have tried "cold calling" businesses and asking any women that answer what they thought would be a good punishments. While I have gotten a few suggestions from some, there were also a lot of women that were angry I called. I figured I shouldn't do that anymore, it isn't right to bother unknowing women at their place of work abut this. So that brings me here, looking for a woman that feels she could deliver the justice that these poor women need. I am very embarrassed, to be publicly admitting that I wear women’s lingerie. I am also very nervous of what some women out there will or could do to me, as payback. I really do feel bad though and also really care a lot about the women I have done this to, so I must go on here and everywhere else I can to beg and plead for someone to help. If you can help in anyway...PLEASE PLEASE DO