I was exploited at young age of 6 by my dearest very tall strongly built cousin with his 10"cock. We used to sleep naked in the same bed on the terrace due to hot climate of Rajasthan. He was in defense forces and was on his 2 months leaves. In the dead of night I was in sleep with him, his cock was touching my ass, he put his saliva on his dick and on my virgin ass hole, rubbed it, pushed the penis head in my ass with his one hand and other hand covering my mouth to stop cries, initially with slower thrusts to arouse me, make my ass hole a bit loose, I was aroused and awakened due to tearing pain, he smiled and asked me to keep my teeth pressed to bear the pain and enjoy, started his forceful thrusts and dumped his huge load in my ass after 30 minutes (photo of his 10" cock, trying to make it wet orally in a later encounter). He asked me not to tell anyone in the family otherwise he would stop talking to me for ever. I obeyed him as he was very dear to me in the family. He took my silence for granted, besides this as my permission for ever in future. Due to my sobs and moans we were caught by his unmarried very tall bulky elder brother and were first rebuked but later he wanted to have his due or he would tell to my parents. I was crying & sobbing due to pain, in a fix- what to do. Very reluctantly agreed but asked him be slow seeing his erect organ. He like a hungry lion grabbed my legs, rubbed some saliva on his 12" already very hard cylinder and into already semen wet loose ass hole for arousal by index finger in and out, put the head of the penis at entrance, which with slight efforts easily glided in my ass hole with a purr-gulp sound, did vigorous thrusting- ramming for 30-35 minutes, ejaculated his jets in me (photo- his 12" cylinder in me). From that day on wards, I have to please the two till their holidays were over. We did sex daily at night including our double penetrations at many sites around my village. This was followed by others at many places, after their departure for duty but prior to that they told to their friends to take care of my anal needs. During next annual leaves they had brought with them, their close stout solider buddy from Punjab State. This >7' tall Punjabi friend was expert in anal sex, whom in love I used to call VASHI for his ever demanding very strong and thick pointed13" thick cock and its forceful thrusts for very long duration till today, we really loved each other and he was mad to fuck me. He refused for his marriage but asked me to go for sex change with his money(see his 13" cock with its load near my ass in the photo of my profile). I had anal sex in a variety of situations, positions and locations- cultivated farms, deep forests, dark jungles with risks of beasts, river beds, ravines, during fishing, in the barn, in the houses, in the bath rooms, in shops, open terrace, roof tops, in the basement, in open areas, in sugar cane & mustard fields, bridle path ways, side of the high ways, moving cars and trains, under trees, while swinging - in the day as well in the night-using a variety of new positions, caught on many occasions for which the catchers took full advantages and spread the news- even gang banged by >10 seniors after school (including four times in a single day during a jungle safari- bad luck our bachelor teachers had witnessed our encounters and wanted to have their shares -I refused). I was asked to yield or to be rusticated through my friends or fuckers. This forced me to leave the school and city of birth, around 10- 11years age and restarted a new life with new name. BUT during vacations in the school and college I had the same fate awaiting in my village. To escape all this, I had stopped coming to my native place after marriage and came back once retired at 55 years age-say after a gape of 30 years when I was 58, and found hardly one of my lover, who fucked me for body hair growth. But no anal and sexual acts in the school and college at all, except using bananas in condoms to relieve my ass hole's cravings for cocks in the hostel. Otherwise, I was hiding in my shell as a decent and intelligent boy in the university. Not a single gay or other sexual activity with others in the new city and during job between 25-58 years. However, in all those years had a very strong desire to be bottom for big cocks- which had flared up after retirement and visit to my village- keen for anal sex with very strong bulls- males/she males/lady boys of varying ages to satisfy my cropped up fantasies. Desperate for strong studs from any creed, caste and religion. BUT should be clean, free of VD/STD and able to satisfy my numerous urges with their very thick, long cocks including gang bangs, double and if possible painful triple penetrations with lubricants. MY SEXUAL ORIENTATION HAD CHANGED DRASTICALLY TO GAY- STRICTLY AS A BOTTOM - WITH NO HOLD BAR CONDITIONS- EVERY THING IS FARE IN ANAL SEX . EVEN I AM READY TO VISIT ABROAD TO GET URGES FULFILLED & DRILLED.

My Ideal Person I am very keen to have kinky sex with my partners and only taboo for me is not to have sex with less than 9" dicks- from my very young age, luckily I had really enjoyed the bigger and thicker cocks and now habitual for such. Smaller cocks put me off. I do not want to confine me at one place for sexual gratification but want to do anal actions at different places and in different positions, off course bed is the last resort for me. Very thought of new partners and places I have great excitements. My most dreaming fantasies are: 1- studs with very long14" thick cocks laying on ground and I am astride top of them with their cocks pumping from down and I am reciprocating from top in a rhythm for deep penetrations so that the ejaculations will be very nicely felt inside my colon, 2- strong bulls while standing, holding my buttocks by their hands, I will be wrapping my legs around their waist while my hands around their necks and I will be freely falling under gravity on their hard cocks for very deep and powerful up and down thrusts, 3- fucked one after another by at least 10 studs standing in a que for their turns, 4- many double and triple penetrations to have pleasures with sweet pains - very ecstatic pleasures, and 5- finally new experiments as per mutual wish to explore the best horizons in anal sex. But all these should be attempted after mutual consent, thorough discussions, very good amount of foreplays, massages and some oral teasing, besides removal of pubic hair from anus and cocks. I like my girlish hair free curvy body and erected nipples to be caressed and squeezed forcefully to arouse me and my ass hole ever willing to welcome eagerly the cocks of any size and shapes in the warmth of my ever willing and greedy pulsating ass hole.

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
As such none in particular.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine), Rimming, Light Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Threesomes, Slave/Master, Cross Dressing, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Leather, Latex, Fisting, Massage, Sitting astride on very big, thick and long cocks., Strong bulls fucking me in a standing free falling position.

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Ability to be discreet, Open to ménage à trois and/or orgies, Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, Agreeable to a commitment free sexual relationship, Creativity/Kinkiness level, A little of each, Bulls must be very tall, strong, full of vitality, vigor
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Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
I had never - never fantasized about having sex with any
celebrity because I had always inspected their bulges
of their crotch for sizes of their cocks and as such NO ONE
HAD IMPRESSED ME. I hate their artificial life styles.
I would honestly admit that in some black bare backs gay
hard core movies and very big dick interracial vids I had
seen repeatedly from my collection and dreamt of those
big black serpents in and out of my ass, ravishing my ass
hole with very deep forceful penetrations and also felt
as their warm hot white cum loads had dumped in my ass to its
fullest- like in the scenes of the vids and as a recipient
of those cocks in person. The only way to relieve my urges,
I had used, am using very big sex toys- double dongs/dildos
and imagining as they are the real big cocks fucking me in
and out, which always followed by slower masturbations.
This had given lot of fulfillment to me but not of real cocks,
which I had always experienced in the past at my native village.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
Not yet, but I definitely want to try it.

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