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Ah,,being as this is my 500th post,im trying to make something a lil worthwhile to write about,but im having trouble..lol.Sooo i'm gonna make a weirdass list of things,Lord knows i probably wont make it to 500,but i'll try..hehe THINGS IVE LEARNED AT A.F.F ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.There are a hell of a lot of awesome bloggers here 2.That im not the only one who had a fucked up childhood 3.Or a horrible marriage 4.Or being an alcoholic 5.That my readers GET me and never judge me 6.And for some strange ass reason,you like me..lol 7.That ill never be a 'super' blogger cause i dont have the time or the energy or the talent to do that 8.That i would absolutely LOVE to meet most of my readers 9.Especially my fellow DC lovers..hehe 10.That apparently i AM sexy,even though i dont think so at all 11.That blogging is theraputic for me 12.And sometimes my posts dont make much sense 13.That im so open in my blog,i feel as though i can say anything 14.That i really dont like erotica,nothing personal..lol 15.That i like to watch couples cams-but these are few lately 16.That some of you i consider better friends than my RL ones 17.That i hurt when someone else here is hurting 18.That blogging is a kind of addiction 19.But at least its one that wont kill me 20.That i think about a lot of you when im gone for the weekend 21.But im really really not a stalker 22.The way that bloggers pull together to help someone in need is just awesome 23.Weird one..most people like my boobie pic and my red head pic the best and yet im quite blonde..lol 24.That ive had the chance to read some wonderful poetry 25.And that im not the only music nut here 26.That i tend to write stream of consciousness blogs 27.I just CANNOT stay on one subject-ive tried..lol 28.That in the 2+ yrs that ive been blogging..ive become a much better blogger,my first bunch were awful 29.Some of you have touched me so deeply that ive gone and read your entire blog 30.That the only way id pay to be here would be for the blogs 31.There are way way too many catty women at this site 32.That too many guys think a dick pic will get them a fuck 33.I cannot figure out how to make my blog all fancy and shit and i probably never will..lol 34.That even though there are a LOT of pricks here,theres also a great many awesome male bloggers 35.I think i have more male readers than female ones 36.That i rarely cam anymore cause of idiotic 'directors' 37.That even though im straight,i get a kick outta girls liking me 38.What the hell are trophies and kudos for?..lol 39.And should we care about them? 40.We need a meet and greet of bloggers badly SEX THINGS/TURN ONS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 41.Public se  best ever was at the beach42.2nd best was at Ozzfest,was crazy hot 43.My neck..kiss,suck,nibble,lick,caress..all that 44.David Cook..nuff said..hehe 45.Long hair on guys 46.Loud rock music 47.Talking dirty 48.handcuffs/being tied up 49.blindfolds 50.my ass played with 51.giving oral is a HUGE turn on 52.recieving is too 53.lesbian porn 54.watching people have sex 55.being watched 56.tongue baths 57 warm massages that turn into much more(need that NOW) 58.the fact that the bf never wears underwear 59.that hes always ready to roar..lol..even when im not 60.TOYS! MY "GROUPIE" LIST OF ROCKERS I WANNA DOOOOOO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 61.David Cook 62.Bono 63.Axel 64.Sebastian Bach 65.Bret Michaels 66.Kurt Cobain(RIP) 67.Chris Cornell 68.Robert Plant 69.David Coverdale 70.Old Dave Lee Roth 71.Chris Daughtry 72.Bo Bice 73.Dave Grohl 74.Dave Navarro(whole hell of a lot of Daves here,,lol) 75.Jon Bon Jovi-now or then 76.Richie Sambora 77.Trent Reznor 78.Ozzy-back in the day 79.Ted Nugent-the HAIR! 80.Don Henley 81.Constantine Maroulis 82.Slash 83.Billie Jo Armstrong 84.Jared Leto 85.Dave Evans(Edge of U2)theres that name again 86.Eddie Vedder 87.Zak Wylde 88.Aaron Lewis 89.Keith Urban 90.Tim McGraw 91.Andy Gibb(RIP) 92.Barry Gibb 93.Christopher Knight 94.Shaun Morgan from Seether 95.Josey Scott 96.Rick Jackett from Finger Eleven 97.Ville Valo 98.Kip Winger 99.Michael Hutchence(RIP) 100.Jack White TV STARS(ACTORS) ON THE LIST,lol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 101.Mel Gibson 102.Hugh Laurie 103.Jason Lee 104.Jesse Spencer(House) 105.Ryan Seacrest(have no idea why..lol) 106.Peter from Fringe 107.The DEEN Bros from the food network 108.Tyler Florence from same 109.James Spader 110.Christian Slater FAVORITE ALBUMS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 111.Joshua Tree 112.10 113.Appetite for destruction 114.David Cook 115 Analog Heart(DC) 116.Nevermind 117.ANY Zep 118.Unforgettable Fire(U2) 119.Achtung Baby..same 120.Vs 121.Ozzman Cometh 122.Black Rain 123.Daughtry 124.Back in Black 125.Eagles Greatest hits 126.Black Ice 127.Oasis 128.Use your illusion 129.Neil Young-any 130 Born in the Usa SONGS ~~~~~ 131.November Rain 132.Stairway to heaven 133.Bad(U2) 134.Black 135.Every rose has its thorn 136.Makeover 137.Permanent 138.Dont say a word 139.Light on 140.Runaway train(Soul Asylum) 141.Wish you were here 142.Love is blindness(U2) 143.Dont Cry 144.No one will love you the way i do 145.Down with the sickness 146.I remember you(skid row) 147.I just want you 148.Declaration 149.Green Eyes(coldplay) 150.Dancin Days 151.When the levee breaks 152.Houses of the holy 153.I got a woman 154.Four Sticks 155.Radioactive(the firm) 156.Into the night(Benny Mardones) 157.Mama im comin home 158.I wont forget you 159.Sometimes she crys 160.Let her Cry(Hootie) 161.Crazy on you 162.magic man 163 and Butterfly 164.Straight On 165.Hotel California 166.Best of my love 167.Tequila Sunrise 168.Once(PJ) 169.Elderly woman behind a counter in a small town(PJ) 170.Alive 171.Jeremy 172.All i want is you(U2) 173.Surrender-same 174.October 175.Betterman 176.Walk(Pantera) 177.Sober 178.Pain 179.Nothing good about goodbye 180.What about now 181.Used to 182.Its not over 183.Breakdown 184.Feels like tonight 185.Stranglehold 186.Lightning Crashes 187.Keep on lovin you 188.Second Chance(Shinedown) 189.What i've done 190.Witness-Bo 191.Californication 192.Rollercoaster 193.Dani California 194.Hey Oh(Snow) 195.By the way 196.You got lucky 197.Into the great wide open 198.The Jack 199.You shook me all night long 200.You shook me(ZEP) 201.Against the wind 202.Turn the page 203.Kite(U2) 204.peace on earth-same 205.Imagine 206.Wheels 207.Seperate ways 208.Faithfully 209.lovin,touchin squeezin 210.Enter sandman 211.One 212.The Unforgiven 213 Cyanide 214.Trampled Underfoot 215.All along the watchtower 216.Knockin on heavens door 217.Youre Crazy(GNR) 218.One-U2 219.New Years Day 220.Kody(MB20) Ok..i should stop there with the songs,lol i could probably go on for another few hundred and hell i know im forgetting some of them anyways..hehe WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 221.Im a poker nut 222.I like Jolly Ranchers too 223.Im a really good cook 224.I love to decorate for Christmas 225.BUT not til after Thanksgiving..lol 226.I love seafood 227.I dont like peanut butter,very very rarely 228.Or eggs 229.Or cake 230.I love chocolate 231.Im WAY too naive 232.I wear my heart on my sleeve 233.I hate dishonesty 234.I love long hair...lol 235.Never had a pro manicure,do that myself 236.I dont sleep well alone 237.I cant sleep without a fan on even when its freezing out 238.I love rain-sex in the rain is awesome 239.I love cards..sending,recieving..either way 240.I once wallpapered my bedroom wall with love cards that Sean sent me from jail.He's a dick but the wall was wonderful..lol 241.I still miss Kurt Cobain 242.I watch the Food network way way too much 243.Only kind of pie i like is cherry 244.Im a terrible baker,thank God my dont like sweets much 245.Ive never had a threesome with a couple 246.Ive had two guys at once and was awful 247.I love Ice cream,but i cant eat it much being lactose intolera nt 248.Same with chocolate milk 249.I dont like coffee all that much or tea either 250.Love those slushee drinks but my hips dont..lol 251.I hate almost all the music of the 00's cept DC and Daughtry 252.I love to get real mail instead of bills in my mailbox 253.Im a sucker for an accent-irish mostly,but southern does it to 254.I love hairy chests(its a Gibb thing..hehe) 255.I also love facial hair on guys 256.I tend to hold a lot of feelings inside of me 257.But they come out in my blog most of the time 258.I have NO idea why im lucky enough to have 112 readers 259.Cause im just not that good 260.I get songs stuck in my head all the time 261.I frequently speak in song lyrics 262.I also use song titles as blog post titles a lot tooo 263.Ive been sober for 467 days now,thank God 264.If i could quit smoking id be a happy camper,lol 265.Im way too generous with my time,money,etc 266.And i get taken advantage of sometimes cause of that 267.Ive tried to be a bitch,but i just cant..lol 268.Im the kind of person who would give you the shirt off my back (lord knows i havent the biggest boobage..hehe) 269.I have many many many regrets in my life 270.But im tryin to rectify some of them 271.I used to love watching Raw and Smackdown 272.But it was only cause i thought they were sexy 273.I hate MTV 274.iD rather watch videos online 275.I love Wil Ferrel movies,hes such a doofus,but funny as hell 276.I think i have the hots for Alec Baldwin(must be the eyes) 277.Its getting harder to think of more things about me! 278.Ive probably repeated a few or else i probably will 279.If youre still reading thus far..bless you..lol 280.I write a lot of poetry,its a God given talent cause the words come to me in seconds,and i love that. 281.What i hate is that ive never done anything with them,id love to publish them someday 282.My first sexual fantasy(dont laugh TOO hard,ya know im a sport s nut)was me being in the PGH Pirates lockeroom with Rick Rhoden & Donnie Robinson workin on me..hehe 283.My exhusb totally turned me off sex for years 284.But exbf Sean taught me so many kinky things that i never knew 285.I collect odd things 286.Hearts-have hundreds 287.Crosses 288.Miniature things 289.Aparently cell phones as i have 4 on my night stand..lol 290.Pink or fuschia anything 291.Pics or magazines with DC or House 292.I have hundreds of old<b> vinyl </font></b>albums,great shit too 293.I still have no idea how to hook up my DVD player 294.Ive kissed a girl,hehe...actually several 295.And yes i liked it 296.But im not into women that way 297.Everyone in my family cept grandma are alcoholics or potheads 298.Im the only one in my family that votes 299.Ive never been called for jury duty even though i want to 300.I really like Dr.Drew should have put him on my do list..lol 301.I love pizza,but only at Pizza Hut 302.I never had Chinese food in my like til just a few years ago 303.And ive still never had Mexican or Indian 304.I think i need to find new restaurants,lol 305.I used to be agoraphobic 306.Took me years to leave the house 307.Crowds still bother me a lot 308.I hate wearing shoes 309.I hate BUYING shoes 310.I wish i never had to wear shoes again...lol 311.I believe i have an old soul 312.I love to read,have 2 going at the same time usually 313.Im addicted to the Forensic Files show on Court TV 314.Im scared of snakes 315.And guns 316.and my asshole neighbors 317.and being alone 318.of fucking up my sobriety 319.of being hurt in love again 320.Of trusting someone 100%,i cant do that 321.I worry bout what my boys will do "when they grow up" 322.And i worry about Matty being able to cope with being mildly autistic.Hes getting better,but still has bad days 323.I dont think im a good mom at ALL 324.Id change many many things from when they were young if could 325.I worry about two of my friends and their activities online 326.But its their life 327.I like to gamble..lol 328.I have an almost obsession with..(hehe was gonna say DC but everyone knows that)Cheese.Extra sharp cheddar and bleu cheese=yum 329.Mike does too 330.Matt hates cheese 331.I craved pop tarts and spaghetti while pregnant with Mike 332.It was mint gum,ice cubes,smokes and the smell of gas w/Matt 333.Im the only one who didnt have a C-section with my ...my sis and sis in law both did.And weirdly ive also had the smallest of all of the ..lol 334.I dont get along with other too well 335.I really like paralegal work 336.But im thinking seriously of getting into the tax business 337.Im great at math 338.I can figure out a date and day from years ago in my head 339.I have a photographic memory 340.Last years Christmas was the FIRST time in my adult life that i revieved gifts,and nice ones too..i was shocked 341.I seriously debated proposing to the Bf 342.I chickened out 343.But i still wanna get married 344.I have nightmares about the exhusb that scare the hell outta me 345.I dream all the time,mostly nonsensical odd ones 346.But ive never dreamt of DC-Yet... 347.I love waking up to the bf holding me 348.Unfortunately that only happens on the weekends 349.Im scared of giving up independence to move in with him 350.But i hope i get over that one of these days..lol 351.I wonder what happened to colored toilet paper..liked the pink 352.And the blue and green 353.I bought my first cell phone on 9/11. 354.I couldnt get it activated til the next day. 355.I remember that day,i was outside with the and there were planes flying around(we hadnt seen the morning news) and all we had heard was about the plane going down in Shanksville.Then we went inside and saw the horror,i just held my boys and cried.Badly 356.I,like a lot of you,have a dear friend in Iraq and i worry. 357.I totally disagreed with the idiot in the white house to start this war to begin with.So what if Hussein is fucking dead,HE wasnt the cause of 9/11..Bin Laden was and where the hell is he at?And dear God,weve lost more troops in this war than we lost in the 9/11 attacks.I dont get it.. 358.I hate politics 359.I strongly dislike religion.Not that i dont believe in God or not pray,i do.But i grew up in the Jimmy Swaggart,Jim&Tammy Faye Baker era of basically robbing people in the name of God and that horribly offended me,like Bono says.."the God i believe in isnt short of cash mister" 360.I cant figure out my space,i didnt even know i had one,lol 361.My first lil girl crush was on a boy named Rick-then i for a good while after that crushed on R names,THREE Ronnies for God's sake. 362.Then i met Jim,the exhusb whos name is still tattooed on myass 363.I have three moles in sexual places,boob,butt and that part to 364.I hate shaving there 365.But i do it anyways 366.Bf does too and i dont like that either 367.Least he doesnt shave his chest,lol 368.Have i mentioned lately that i adore DC?..hehe 369.I have 2 guy friends that 'like'me and the bf knows them 370.Makes me uncomfortable sometimes 371.I love those orange creamsickles 372.I make terrific meatloaf(snagged the recipe from the eshusb) 373.Im a terrible packrat,i keep everything. 374.Those of you who've read my purse posts know this already,lol 375.Theres about 10 people here at A.F.F. who should leave NOW. 376.And NO...its not any of you guys. 377.But they are incredible assholes 378.I used to be allergic to almost everything-but years of shots cured me of that thank God 379.Im running out of things to say about me and im only on #379! 380.I love my blog friends 381.I really consider you as true friends 382.Im a bad commentor at times,but i read ya all every day i can 383.Im stunned at the depth of talent you guys have 384.I hate it when i cant blog or read them on the weekends 385.Someday i'll change that..lol 386.Im a terrible housekeeper,just the bare minimum 387.My bedroom was all pink and sexy and candles and all that good stuff,and it seriously needs picked up like yesterday,lol 388.Im hungry and its way too early to eat 389.I forgot to call the bf,was busy with the turkey.. 390.Now if i call him he'll be sleeping. 391.But i think im gonna call him anyways...hehe 392.I just found out the exhus phone#,,didnt know he had one even 393.I havent had a landline for 10-12 years since his $1000 phone sex calls to Hong Kong. 394.My brother did the same thing to my grandma,the idiot 395.I used to do phone sex for money 396.It was interesting to say the least 397.I still wish id have been a songwriter or a DJ dammit 398.Am i done yet?...Hell noooo 399.I really thought of putting all you guys here in this post but i dont know all of you yet.So consider yourselves thanked & loved THINGS THAT I AM THANKFUL FOR ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 400.So many things.. 401.My boys 402.My grandma 403.My bf 404.My gf 405.my friends here 406.the absolute feeling that most of you GET me,its awesome 407.That im sober 408.That other than by back being messed up,im healthy mostly.. 409.My fnancial situation has improved twofold since 07 410.And that relieves my mind because ive been dirt poor 411.That we have a president that might bring the change we need 412.gonna sound dumb..but DC,opened my heart to his words and his soul and his music 413.My laptop without which i couldnt see and read you guys 414.Your infinite patience with my DC obsession 415.that my house is warm 416.that my arent hungry 417.that i dont have to count change if i need something 418.Caant say this enough-i have AWESOME readers 419.That things arent as bad as they seem sometimes 420.hahhaaaha...no comment 421.my cat,maranda 422.cable tv,cell,pc which i use all everyday 423.Sex...lol 424.My guy friends here that prove not all men are dicks 425.My gal friends here cause we have a lot in common& love ya all 426.Take-out when i dont feel like cooking 427.appreciating what i have and helping others out 428.memories of my uncle Bob,my guardian angel,and was my best pal 429.Amber..my sis that i never see cept here sometimes 430.being able to buy the boys new shoes or a jacket without havin to go to the thrift store like i always had to before 431.That even though i doubt ill ever be happy happy,im gettin it 432.My meds are working good,BP is low and my xans helps me much 433.Finally finding a doctor 434. and having health insurance for the first time in years 435.for everything that God had blessed me with this year.. Ahh...theres just no way that i can think of 65 more things to say but i gave it a shot anyways..lol.And yea its sleep inducing too.. i dont know that id have read it if i hadnt written it..hehe I wrote this all out on paper before i blogged it and it was 15 pages..lol,god i hope that it posts.. I have to go check the turkey,and get laundry out of the dryer,and THEN hopefully get a shower.I might get a nap for a few hours if i get off my butt now,lol I hope that you all have a wonderful day today and for those of ya that are alone or hurting,youre in my thoughts.I was telling J and Tam that id love to have a bloggers Thanksgiving,that would be crazy cool. Please please be safe today and if youre drinking,be doubly safe. Happy Thanksgiving and i love you all...  She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2) |
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Hey Girlie,you did it! CONGRATS ! 500 wooow,impressif list.Thanks for sharing these facts with us, have a Happy Thanksgiving,love you too! _ _ _ _ _ it's better to live and do the things today than to be sorry tomorrow 
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Wow!!! Bet your fingers were tired after typing all of that. Have a great weekend. Oh and by the way I agree you're very sexy and all your pics are great!
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hiya...thankys for the congrats...and im obsessed with David Cook,lol She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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hehe...mine dont make a lot of sense sometimes..lol,but i try. I love reading blogs toojust cant ever seem to get caught up. thanks sweetie for stopping by...and i hope your day was great.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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Hey Girlie,you did it! CONGRATS ! 500 wooow,impressif list.Thanks for sharing these facts with us, have a Happy Thanksgiving,love you too! yep..i finally made it to the big 500,prob be all downhill after this..lol. Hope you had a great day dear.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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hi honey.. aww,thankys...that was sweet.It took me hours to write it all and yea i pretty much let it all hang out..lol thanks again darlin and Happy Thanksgiving... She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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hi sweetie, thank you for coming by my blog and for the congrats.. and Happy Thanksgiving back at ya babe.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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hehe,thanks babydoll...and not a gf in the lesbian way,just a very good frien of mine..lol Hope your day was great sugar.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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thank you sweetheart and i adore you..happy thanksgiving too... She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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Wow!!! Bet your fingers were tired after typing all of that. Have a great weekend. Oh and by the way I agree you're very sexy and all your pics are great! lol-my hand was getting tired because i wrote it ALL on paper first(15 pgs)and THEN i blogged it,so yea definitely ran out of steam near the end...lol Thankys again for your sweet words,youre awesome... She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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Aw,babe i know you have been reading me like forever and im appreciative of that!Thank you darlin.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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