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Madison Grace
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Madison Grace God...im still feeling in shock,even though i knew that it was going to come down to this.Madison passed away in the middle of the night,the medication that they had her on for the brain trauma was shutting down her kidneys and that in turn was raising the pressure in her head until the little one just couldnt make it. She left a hole in all of us...and i myself feel terribly terribly guilty for not being able to see her more often,I just couldnt be around the family.And i can never ever ever make that up.They are going to do an autopsy tomorrow to determine exactly what caused this,whether it was the oxycontin in her system or if it was from something that just happened,or if it was abuse from my neice's new bf..from the beginning almost all the medical personel were of the idea that she was either beaten or abused in some other way and when the drug was found in her system.Thats part of the reason its so very hard-if it was caused by someone deliberately doing it to her..and thats the way that it looks right now. i wrote this little poem to put in her card..(its not that good.. but i tried) "Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever understand Why an innocent little angel can slip right from your hand She was only a baby,just learning how to walk laughing,smiling at everyone with her sweet little baby talk We'll never see her grow up and live and love and feel the years to the teenage years,God how can this be real Never forget her blue blue eyes,or her darling little face Never forget you sweetheart... to baby Madison Grace" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ah,its not that good but i was in tears and trying to get some of it out of me.. I feel so bad for my brother Jeff and i dont know how i am going to face him,because we dont get along all that well..and yet its something that i have to do.I just reread this and it sounds a lil selfish of me...to be thinking about ME when he just lost his 1st grandchild..its just that it hurts. Im going to take a few days break from blogging...im not going to stop or leave the site or anything,i just cant be my usual goofy self and half the time im in tears and its just not coming out right.I will try to get to your blogs before the weekend,least to stop by and say hi...but i wont forget about you all,ok?Im just so very tired and i need to be with my boys right now,they will help me,i hope..lol. To my brother Jeff i have to post this song even though its not exactly the same situation,its true nonetheless.. Permanent(David Cook) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise that you`ll never see me cry And everything It will surely change Even if I tell you I won`t go away today Will you think that you`re all alone When no one`s there to hold your hand? And all you know seems so far away And everything is temporary Rest your head I`m permanent I know he`s living in hell Every single day And so I ask, oh God Is there some way for me to take his place? And when they say it`s all touch and go I wish I could make it go away But still you say Will you think that you`re all alone When no one`s there to hold your hand? When all you know seems so far away And everything is temporary Rest your head I`m permanent I`m permanent Is the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank you all again for your prayers...it meant a lot to me and i wont forget how awesome that you all are.Please bear with me for a few days til i get my head around all this and then ill be back. (Ill still try to get to your blogs though) Take care of yourselves and please tell your loved ones EVERY day that you love them,because you just never know. Love you guys...  She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2) |
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Very sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself
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12/18/2008 3:44 am |
God be with your family and take little Madison in to His flock.
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12/18/2008 9:53 am |
Oh no! I hate it when babies die! It's so unfair that a beautiful, innocent little human doesn't have a chance while murders, and thieves are allowed to live.  That sweet baby is with Jesus now. She's happy. I  my friends!! 
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take care honey Be at peace knowing little Madison is now in a place of love and no pain. I'm a   and i'm here to stay
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Hon... Words cannot describe the feelings of sadness within me for you and your family and especially Madison right now. However, know that I believe that God instantly opened the gates of Heaven for her and she is in good hands at this time right now. I know that may not be of comfort. I don't even know if you believe in God. But it's what I believe, and I know that she isn't suffering anymore. I just wish you and your family wouldn't be suffering during this hard time for you right now. God bless you and your family, as I have been praying for you and yours. Please take care of yourself. Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent 
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what a lovely poem you wrote... I am so very sorry to hear of her death...little angel is in the heavens now....one of gods lambs.... warmest of hugs.....this is terrible news indeed!!!    []   Seduce my mind and my body
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My heart is broken for you. May the Goddess hold you and your family in her loving arms, comfort you and welcome baby Madison back home. May the justice you seek be swift and unmerciful. Anyone who would harm an innocent deserves the worst society can heap on them.
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Thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire family
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I wanted to coment on your comments individually,but every time i try i end up in tears again.So i just cant.Please know that all of your comments...even from new people mean the world to me and i hope that you all have a beautiful weekend,and be safe.And thank you for the love and caring that you are showing me,its breaking my heart, I love you.. She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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Sorry to read this E. My condolences to you and you're family. _ _ _ _ _ it's better to live and do the things today than to be sorry tomorrow 
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I'm saddened deeply. I'm so sorry. She's safe in God's arms now. If you need anything don't hesitate to get a hold of me. How is it you relate with that special someone!!! We are Relational Beings and How to Communicate A moment of lust does not equal The eternity of true LOVE Keep your heart true and pure Get it RIGHT Or get LEFT      
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Words can't express our sorrow at your loss. The death of a child must be the most painful trauma you can experience. This has touched you, it has touched us all. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Fondly, Mike and Ann Be sure to check out our group: Naughty and Nice Northside
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12/23/2008 6:20 am |
I am so sorry sweetie for Madison passings, but know now she is in Heaven and is in no more pain. She'll live forever in your heart.  friendships is like a diamond, always forever   
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