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Fire Within  

lookiss79 44M
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8/19/2021 10:33 pm
Fire Within

The fire deep inside me...burns slowly thru the day
Leaving ashes all around me...ascending in an upwards way
I try to hide the smoke from others that leaves its' mark
Penetrating my insides and the tears it peels from my eyes

I can't fight it...I can't fight it...how many times I tried to put it out and it ignited...far worse then before I started.

To extinguish and relinquish these burns from inside
Would bring a peace of the mind as the fire would subside
Water has run dry...and the fierce anger feeds on a psychotic ride
This is me at night...with no one in sight...as in daytime it's harder to hide...it

I can't fight it...I can't fight it...the coal inside me...keeps it ignited

So many times I tried it...and the fire subdued for meanwhile...smoldering inside so it didn't lead to its exile.
Its their faces and their words... that I know i have no choice...as the heat begins to take me over the blistering anger leaves me alone and sore.

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